Dreams, Sanity, Rages

I had this dream...
That one day, I'd have a job that I love so much...
That one day, I'll be married and have children of my own..

Now, the dreams are gone...

Thanks to you now I'm afraid to get married, Mom.
For I'm afraid I'm doing it for the wrong reason.

I'm afraid that I'm getting married
because I want so much to get faraway from you.
That I'll take the first offer from a man that I dont like/love in a chance

I'm afraid that I'll become a bad mom
because I dont want to be like you.
just to prove I'll be a better mom.

I'm afraid that my children'll hate me
Like I do to you
because I want them to be more than me..
That I put off their dreams

Yes, I'm afraid to be all that...
Yes, I'm afraid to dream at all...