Angst

Beginikah gambaran Ravenclaw?
Dengan karma negatif yang segitu banyak? yang melebihi karma positifnya?
Saling membalas dengan panas hati?
Ah... Ravenclaw yang malang...

Ravenclaw yang mestinya menjadi embun penyejuk di Hogwarts kini malah saling membakar?

Ke mana Ravenclaw-ku yang :
1. Bila benar, katakan benar.
2. Bila salah, katakan salah.
3. Bila ditegur, introspeksi diri.
4. Bila berbicara, berpikir dua kali sebelum mengutarakan.
5. Bila dipancing, pancingan itu tidak disambar begitu saja.
6. Bila terpancing, logikalah yang akan berjalan daripada emosi.
7. Tidak pernah merasa paling benar.
8. Tidak pula pernah mengatakan kebalikan dari fakta yang ada.
9. Mendapatkan SP1 saja udah tersiksa habis dan mencoba untuk menghindari SP SP berikutnya.

Ke mana???
Ah, Ke mana aku harus mencari Ravenclaw-ku?

Ravenclaw sejati akan berlaku seperti Padi di sawah : semakin berisi semakin merunduk.
Ravenclaw sejati tak akan berlaku gegabah melanggar peraturan yang ada.
Ravenclaw sejati lebih memilih untuk diam dan mendengarkan.

ah... Di mana harus mencari Ravenclaw-ku yang dulu pernah kubanggakan?

*was once a proud member of Ravenclaw*

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Aku namain kucingku : Mellon (baca: Melong)
Mellon udah mulai berani keliling-keliling dan mulai main-main denganku.
Aku pangku, si Mellon malah tidur!
Seneng deh... walaupun masih suka ngumpet2 di kolong lemari.

Huwahh, Nie n Kadir say... cepet sembuh yaaa...
Barengan demam begitu :(

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My Heart... my bleeding heart... stop bleeding, dear...
Too much things that remind me of him.
Strong! Just be Strong! Stronger than usual!

My Mind... my logic mind... wants to stop this heart's bleeds.
It wants to leave the place of darkness.
Strong! Just be Strong! Stronger than the Heart!

Mind n Heart...
must work in unison to getout of darkness.
Ah... wish I've never met him.

Maybe I'll go away from all these..
Going to my second homeland to get cured.
But it would have seen as runaway.
No! ENOUGH RUNNING!
FACE IT! JUST FACE IT!
DONT LET HIM WIN!

YOU!
What did YOU DO to ME???
Life has been hard before you came!
And YOU MADE IT HARDER!!!
Hard to stay, Hard to leave.
Especially when I was able to stop thinking about you, YOU CAME AGAIN INTO MY DREAM!

I WANT TO BE THAT "ME" ON THE LAST DREAM!
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY THOSE WORDS IN REALITY!

Yes, Mprass... I must admit that I'm still angry.
You are right, I am still mad.
Angry to myself!
for not able to stop me care for him!

God, Please erase his name from the wall of my heart!
I'd love to be like him : Not caring about him anymore.

Let this heart heals...
Let this heart buries the memories of him to the darkness.
Let this heart find another heart that is worth to be loved.