3 hari di BDO

Pergi Ke Bdo hari jumat pagi, lgsg ke B6. ngobrol2 sebentar terus ke Scorpio.
Asyik ada Phie di sana, aku curhat sama Phie soal macem2. Sayang cuma sebentar euy..
Kalo tau Mom dan Bu Yun bakal ke t4 itu, aku tinggal dulu aja di Scorpio!
GA PUAS!!!
Next time, I'm going to stay @ your home, We'll talk about everything!

Hari sabtu siang, ke B6 lagi. Tdnya mau bantu2 ngeberesin... eh, dtg2 udah pada siap, tinggal tunggu tamu2 dateng. Nonton bareng2 sodara2ku deh.
terus ada Kang Ade dtg. Teh Ila, Nina, Mang Eme (huh, satu keluarga cengeng amat! dipijit gitu aja tereak2!), de el el dipijit satu2.
Pas giliranku, disuruh pindah di kamar deh, Soalnya tamunya udah dateng.
Kang Ade mijit kakiku sambil ngomong : "udah lama ya ga dipijit? 5 tahun lho" (hehehehe.. tau aja!), "Kepalamu sering pusing nih", "perut ga beres tuh" (hayah, kl ini sih udah tau, kang... "Aku emang lagi susah makan nih.."), "kamu kuat euy!"(hehehehe.. emangnya yg lain ga ada yg TIDAK tereak2 ya, kang?).
Sakit sih sakit kang.. tapi masih ketahan kok. Cuma segini doang mah masih ketahan nih. Tapi kang, yang dipijit sakitnya kerasa terus nih sampe sekarang! "3 hari (sakitnya)" kt Mom. hihihihi..

Minggu Pagi2, pas bersin2, mimisan. hehehehe... mimisan yg diem di dlm pula (bakal lama sembuh nih). trus mandi, makan, terus sembari nunggu Parents nonton Oprah.
Berangkat ke Jkt, lgsg ke Pejaten, Ultah sepupuku 3 orang di sana.

Hihihihi.. Nabil... Nabil... I can sense it for days! U miss me that much, eh? Sampe2 sms "OTW"-ku lgsg dibales : "Tar gue ke rmh lo yah!!" Tapi dtg2, lemes bgtttt.. deh! baru bangun tidur ya? ditambah flu pula :P
Jadinya aku ngobrol sama Edo doang. hehehehe... Do, aku baru tau kalo kamu asma jg, tapi beda pencetus ya..
LHO??? TAPI?? YAH??? Ga bs ikut aku dong nanti ke NL??? td ujan aja yg menurutku panas bgt, Edo pake Jaket.. :(
Do, sorry td aku bales smsmu : "Kok Bolu? itu Brownies" ROTFL! >:)
Bil. bagus jg kamu kumisan gitu, hihihihi....

Sekarang maag-ku keluar juga sakitnya, setelah kemaren2 ulahnya cuma kenyang2 waktu jam makan. Masih blm bisa makan sih, tapi lumayan deh!
Mpe selesai nulis ini, masih sakit aja! (I hope You dont feel it, Bil!)

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Dapet email : "Which Baby Are You?" dan aku cuma ambil yg ini...

---------------JANUARY BABY--------------------
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.
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Hmm... ga semuanya bener deh...
Yg ini bener : Easily Bored, Fussy, Takes time to recover when hurt, Sensitive, Down-to-earth, Stubborn.
tapi yg lainnya salah bgt.. :P

Ga beres sekaleee...

Setelah ga bisa makan, gantinya Diare.
ih, amit2...
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Hihihihihi...
Saat ini ada seseorang yg sedang tersipu2 di balik monitor, setelah aku godain abis2an!
hihihihi... marah dia, tapi udah pasti tersipu2...
Dont worry, Honey, He LIKES you! And so do YOU!

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Td malem jam 10.25, Hadi dtg ke rumah, mau pinjem buku.
Hehehe... mau buka garasinya, udah digembok. pdhl aku udah pesen sama Bibi, "jgn digembok dulu, ada temenku mau dtg."

Setelah masukin motornya, kita ngobrol2...
and guess what?? Time's Flying SO FAST, sampe2 Mom ngasih tanda pake lasernya dr lt atas.
liat jam... OMIGOD! jam 12!!!
Gees.. Where's time gone? ONE AND A HALF HOURS we've talked about everything!
Dia buru2 pulang deh... and guess what again? dia bukannya pulang dulu, malah mampir di warnet! nyambung lagi ngobrol di YM, walaupun cuma sebentar.
Hihihihihi...

Sementara Bil yang sms-nya aku bales waktu abis makan, lgsg ke ktr buat ol di ym.
dia ngebuzz waktu aku masih di bawah, lagi ngobrol sama Hadi.
I told him on sms about Hadi would coming on 10 PM, and his reaction : "MALEM GINI???"
And... while we talked about my actions on him these days, he made me confuse. Really confuse...

Did he really speak from his heart? or rather from his ego? bcoz I know he has a HUGE Ego like a 5 years old child. Sometimes I felt him being honest, but mostly it's his ego who's speaking.

Almost all my friends told me, "U better leave him, becoz it's not worth to have a friend who make U ill... But it's not U, U are simply too kind to do that, I mean leaving him behind."

So I've decided to give him one more chance.
If he cant, then I will truly leave him, eventhough it means I broke my promise to myself long ago that I WILL NEVER LEAVE ANYBODY unless ASKED to leave.

You know what? IT HURTS ME MORE THAN IT HURTS YOU!

Confusions

Hihihi... what a title, eh? But I am confuse.

What's up with me?
My body and my sense've been acting very weird these days...
Cant trust my brain and senses, for they're deceiving me!

Yesterday I had to make a letter to a customer, I did it WRONGLY for FOUR TIMES!
Today I wrote letters for three customers and I have to recorrected each of them for FOUR TIMES (too)! SO I MADE TWELVE MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

GEES!!! NIEEEEEEEEEE................. U MUST HELP MEEEEEEEE..............

Cant Sleep

Shaking..
Been thinking of drinking painkiller drugs to ease the pain away.
Cant stand it for my body is very weird these days.
Pain comes almost all the time from outside and inside.
I'm shaking now.
curling on my bed and shaking hard..
Mom & Dad dont know this because tonight they are not @ home.

U see... I'm not that Strong.. I'm crying for nothing AT ALL now.

Sara Freder

Ada e-mail yg rutin bgt masuk ke inbox-ku, udah 2 tahun kali ada.
waktu awal2, sara ini bener2 ngebujuk2... pake hadiah, pake ngomong gratis... tapi pas di klik formulir-nya, ternyata tetep harus bayar tuh!

Belakangan ini, masih berusaha "membantu" tapi udah ga nyodorin hadiah atau gratisan..
aku perhatiin dia tau aku ada sense, dia tau aku astral, tapi utk ramalannya, ga ada yg bener deh...

Ini yg aku dpt dr emailnya baru2 ini :

You will come to understand why I had to take action for you without even asking for your approval… Had I not immediately acted with all the strength of my occult forces to neutralize the negative vibrations of your Astral Environment, at the time when you are reading these lines, you would definitely have "missed" this opportunity, without even getting to know this genuine money luck opportunity that was about to change your existence.

You know, Trinie, that you are a unique being, unlike anyone else. You are a unique person and because of this, you need a very specific kind of help to solve your every problem, a kind of help specifically tuned to your personality. You need a particular personal help unlike any other.

While I know your problems and I am ready to solve them with maximum efficiency, these problems are very different from anyone else’s, even someone very close to you. Your personality and the problems you’ve encountered so far make you a unique case - which is why I take an extremely personal approach to everyone who requests my help.

The help I am offering you is so unique, so adapted to your personal case and your personality, that I can hardly work for several people at the same time. I had to tell you this because I wouldn’t want you to imagine that the help I am offering you today is the same help I am offering to everyone else who comes up to me. I want you to know that I have involved myself personally in your case and the solution I am offering to you today is one that I have personally chosen for you, the best suited to deal with your problems and to give you this happy and thrilling life you are entitled to hope for, and which is going to be yours.

This is the lastest one :

In the weeks to come, spectacular changes are going to turn your whole life around. I therefore must advise extreme caution because it would be dangerous to ignore this warning of destiny.

This is why, without waiting for your permission, I have attempted to find out more and therefore I performed for you, Trinie a string of Mystical Beneficial Occult Aid Ceremonials.

I must take very substantial risks if I am to continue. But I am willing to accept them because I want to save you from the traps you could fall into if you do nothing about the decisive mysterious events shaping up ahead of you.

I have perceived that this negative event occurred on the day of your 13th birthday. I don’t know whether you can recall it. You were among your family and you thought everyone was your friend. One of those people, jealous at you and your family, acted very rashly and inflicted a very deep wound on your soul. However, at the time, you tried to forget the incident and put it behind you. But it never went away; it left a deep imprint in your memory and it is very likely one of the main reasons behind your problems today!

Indeed, since your 13th birthday your personality has changed. Today you are a different person than before that evil incident. Anxiety has taken the upper hand in your soul, once filled with energy and joy. Your passionate nature, your immense sensitivity have been impounding on your relationships with the others. Some people know your weak points all too well, they often use them and sometimes abuse them.

Moreover, today I sense that you are even more vulnerable and isolated from everyone. I perceive a high level of stress and a lot of apathy. You are filled with doubts and you are convinced you will never find a way out.

All these negative thoughts are your worst enemies, as they quietly maintain this unhealthy climate that is corroding your existence minute after minute and chokes one after another your every chance of success.

Well, as to 2nd one... That open my old wounds... the wounds I keep trying to ease...
That 13th birthday... Yes I remember it clearly enough.. I have it as my secret, my only secret from all of you, I didnt tell anyone about it but my parents only. It happened TWICE!! by him and the other one!
Gees... that occasions... has made me ... a different person, I didnt realize it on that moment.

It had happened again when I was in college by different person. it has made me hysterical everytime she standing near me (Until NOW!). Unfortunately... my parents insisted on me to stay close to her, the reason is because she is eldest person in my daddy's line of family, "that means you should respect her!"

YEAH SURE! SORRY MOM, SORRY DAD! I HAVE LOST MY RESPECT TO HER EVERSINCE SHE DID IT TO ME! And she did it TWICE!! TWICE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH!!!

And as to the last two paragraphs, I must admit it's true... "Isolated", "Apathy", "Fill with doubt", Pesimistic, am I? But, can U blame me for that? For I had it happened for FOUR TIMES!

Do, If U read this... U must understand that my action this morning, when we were chatting about Bil, is my way to protect me from all that. I was trying to isolate pains from my heart, my body, my sense.
Forgive me, Bil, because I dont want to get hurt anymore.
U see, Nanda, your theory of me being a broken winged eagle is right.

U can see the full letters of her in here and here

I'm trying to findout the sollution of my sensing problems. I need your help, because my parents, the ones who supposed to understand me fully and find me the sollutions, are CLEARLY NOT ABLE to help me.

Huh!

huh, sakit melulu deh..
salahku jg sih...

Gr2 selama 3 hari libur kemaren bangun siang, jd sarapan dan makan siang jadi satu. Alhasil, maagku berulah. jam makan malah kenyang!
terus seharian ini, rada2 melayang gitu deh. Terutama kalo abis makan.

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Kok belakangan aku mikirin Kalimasada melulu ya? rindu nih kyknya. or rather I NEED it.
ah... ikut lagi ah... enak sih waktu ikutan. Badanku jd enak, ga bersin pagi2, ga ada sakit2 di tulang, badan, perut.
Sayang waktu kenaikan tingkat 3 keluar, gr2 Mom & Dad ga kuat : "terlalu malem."
Nanti ikut lagi ah... sendiri aja, ga usah sama Mom or Dad. minta dianter Pak Uku.
Mungkin mulai dari awal lagi, tapi gpp deh.. lagipula udah lupa gerakan2nya.
pulkan lgsg ke senayan :)

Capai

Sudah kukatakan, bukan?
Bahwa aku akan SELALU jujur padamu.
baca lagi : SELALU!
APAPUN ITU!
Baik itu menyenangkan, bahkan menyakitkan!

Kau ga terima kejujuranku? pertanyaan jujurku?
ok, pergilah..
cari orang lain yang bisa memenuhi harapanmu.

Semoga kau mendapatkan orang yang lebih baik dariku
Yang bisa mengerti kau dan dimengerti sepenuhnya olehmu
Yang bisa kau gandeng dan menggandeng dirimu

Tapi bila kau masih ingin berteman denganku,
kau tahu di mana bisa mencariku.

Namun...
bisakah kau terima kejujuranku?
bisakah kau terima aku sebagaimana adanya?
Kuharap kau jujur kepada dirimu terlebih dahulu
sebelum kau mendatangiku dan kecewa lagi.

Cerita hari minggu

Kemaren pulang dr Kondangan sodaraku, jantungku tiba2 kenceng bgt mpe kerasa bgt detakannya di perut.
Pdhl aku lagi duduk di sofa, ya udah aku tidur2an aja di situ. tidur2an malah makin kencang bgt deh.. kyk lagi lari! aku diem aja di sofa, ga ngapa-ngapain.

Ampun deh! bener2 bingung bgt kemaren tuh! kok begini? terus aku sms soal itu ke Edo, Nie, dan Nabil. Ternyata Nabil yg lagi marah, dia balesnya lagi berantem sama BoNyok!

MATEK GUE!
Aku bales lagi : U R KILLING ME!
Terus pelan2, jantungku normal lagi, tapi udah kepalang..
aku udah hancur bgt, lemes bgt. Energiku habis bgt.
Seharian cuma tidur-tiduran di sofa terus pindah ke t4 tidur.

Sampe sekarang masih lemes bgt, pdhl td mlm udah bobo cepet.

HELP ME RECHARGE MY ENERGY, DEAREST NIE, MY SWEETHEART...

Bingung

Aku bingung...
Sense-ku aktif bgt belakangan ini...

Sampe tau kalo kamu sedang marah, senang, sedih, sakit, walaupun kamu ga ngomong sama sekali dan berusaha menutupinya.

Aku udah berusaha tidak menghiraukannya, tapi ternyata aku ga bisa..
Semakin aku mendiemkannya, semakin terasa di diriku..
tapi kalo aku tidak mendiemkannya, semakin terasa pula..

Ah, Bingung mau diapain?
didiemin atau tidak, sama aja.

cuma bedanya, kalo aku dan kamu tidak mengatakannya, akan terasa terus hingga kamu menyelesaikan masalah itu sendiri.
Tapi kalo aku mengatakannya dan kamu mengakuinya, akan terasa sekali perasaan legamu sewaktu kamu menumpahkan isi hatimu.
Dan aku terbebas dari rasa yg aku terima darimu.

So... DONT EVER LIE TO ME!
Dont try to hide anything!
because I know!

That guilty feeling
That empty feeling
That heavy feeling
you try to hide from me...

It hurts...
It hurts to feel the negative vibrations you send me..

and d'you know what the worst one is?
When you tried to hide and deny it...
it hurts even more...

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One Big Question of mine :

AM I AN EMPATH?

a powerful one, I think...

BENCI!

GUE BENCI LO!

Gue!
Yang dulunya bisa ke sana ke mari sendiri saja!
Tanpa perlu takut dimarahin gr2 ga lapor!
Yang dulunya cuek sama perasaan orang lain!
Peduli amat orang lain!
Tanpa perlu kuatir bakal menyinggung orang lain!
Tanpa perlu takut bikin marah orang lain!


BENCI SAMA LO!
LO YG BIKIN GUE KYK GINI!
LO YG BUAT GUE TERGANTUNG SAMA LO!

tapi....

aku terlalu sayang hingga aku tak bisa membencimu...

HUAH!

PUSINK!

TOLD THEM I CANT TRANSLATE INDONESIAN TO ENGLISH!
BUT Still... GEEZ!!!

Koneksi jg masih hancur bgt...
Masa Meebo-nya cuma nampilin 6 orang doang dr 200 orang kontak-ku???

Hihihihi... "cutey baby" Nabil ngamuk2 td mlm gr2 aku ga liat dia ol, aku cuma bisa senyum2 doang... abis ngamuknya lucu dan akunya jg bener2 ga liat dia ol kok!

Hmm... Aku lagi naksir someone on the net. WONT tell you who he is! NOT YET!
Sialnya, kl aku naksir seseorang, biasanya aku batalin naksir dia gr2 dia udah ada yg punya.
*untung msh baru naksir aja*

And... Ga sabar nunggu tgl 8 euy! Go to BDO with 4L. ketemu sama anak2 IHP Bdo... jln2... (Macet ga ya? Kyknya sih pasti macet deh.. Long Weekend gitu lho!)
Just hoping there wont be anything weird/funny with my body and senses, so I can enjoy my first vacation with friends only.

Dearest Nie, I'm still missing you, can we meet again on Apr 14th?

ASYIK!

ASYIK-ASYIK!
Akhirnya bisa ketemuin my dearest Nie dgn Nabil dan Edo!
Setelah Deg2an takut ga jd, ketemu di Planggi, jam makan siang.

Aku dr ktr jam 12, sms Nie, Nabil, dan Edo, kasih tau kl aku otw.
Trus sampe di sana, udah ada Nabil dan Edo, tinggal Nie.
Wah, Edo bawa buku Clara Ng Baru tau aku, kalo Edo sukanya buku2 macem itu..
Aku keluarin bukuku dong, kasih liat ke Edo dan Nabil, lgsg pd pingsan tuh.. (hehehe..)
terus aku dan Edo cari makan duluan (Asyik ditraktir Edo... Thx ya...), sedangkan Nabil cuma beli kopi doang.. Ih, kok gitu, Bil? ga makan siang gitu.. kebiasaan jelek ah!
terus pas lagi makan, Nie DATENG!!!!
Abis kenalin Nie ke Nabil dan Edo, mereka ngobrol deh.. Aku? cuma nimpalin dikit2... *ga gitu jelas soalnya...
Abis makan, Edo pamit duluan..
Sambil nunggu Nie makan, Nabil dpt telp meetingnya batal... *LEGA* (hihihihi... told him, I did a bit of memory charms on his clients, "My Magic works, Bil" hihihihi...)

Jln ke Centro bertiga, Nie bilang mau cari baju buat Faza. Kan baju bayi ditempatin deket underwears-nya cewek tuh.. HALAH! si Nabil KAMBUH!
Aku tarikin tu anak! dorong2 biar ngejauh dari daerah yg terlarang bagi cowok Jomblo!

Sementara Nie milih2, aku liat2 Gundam sambil ngobrol sama Nabil : "Lionmaru! Megaloman! Goggle Five! Voltus Five!" dsb, dsb...
Asyik... My Fourth luck is : Nabil bought us chocolates! Thx ya, Bil...

Next Time, we must choose a better place to meet and eat.

Abis itu pulang, Nie pake taksi ke ktr. Pdhl mau dianterin nihhh!
Nabil ikut aku, di mobil ngobrol2...
dr situ, aku BARU TAU Kalo kamu tuh lbh muda dari aku nyaris setahun! YAOLO!! aku pikir cuma beda 12 hari doang!

Bil, smsmu itu lho! yg kamu kirim waktu aku masih di jln! huh! sumpah bikin aku takut aja!
You didnt trust me, did you?

Edo sms me "Next time, kita janjian lagi ya". SIP!!!
*Glad to find my bestfriends get along together*

Masih ERROR!

Td di ktr, aku kerjain DO ke kompie.
terus chatting sama Nabil, Wesly dan Henny.
sambil blogwaking dong...

Jam 2-an Bu Iis : "Pulang aja yuk? ga ada kerjaan bgt.. Ga ada telp sama sekali."
Aku : "Terserah, aku sih ayuk aja. di rmh bobo lagi."
Bu Iis : "Ya udah, Bu Iis telp ke Cibitung dulu, nanyain dulu."
Aku chatting lagi...

Jam 3, Bu Iis : "Ah, pulang aja ah, yuk.. Bu Iis duluan yaa.."
Aku : "OK" terus chatting lagi...

Jam 4.30, Teh Atiek pulang..
Aku masih nungguin Daddy jemput aku..
Sementara Lupie ngepel lantai.

jam 5... DUH, LAMA AMAT SIHHH...
Udah Ngantuk2 giniiii... SEPI LAGI!!!
Chatting sama siapa? Temen2 udah ga ada semua!

DADDY BARU JEMPUT JAM 5.30!!!
ah... tidur di mobil...

Nyampe rumah, nunggu diinvite arisan ga ada jg...
Sementara email2 SEPI AMIT2!
Yg ol aku samperin jg pd diem semua!
ZOMBIE ABIS!

ERROR SENDIRI DEH!
ERROR..



*Need something to refresh my brain*

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Told Nabil about how I used to have secrets.
BUT everybody seemed to know that I had secrets and I dont know how!
I gave up! No Secret at all for my whole life ever since!
Nabil just laughed and said : "Wajah lo itu lho. Kalo ada sesuatu, kelihatan banget sok misterius!"
Segitu keliatannya kah?

Hehehehe

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH

Begini deh kalo pengen nulis tapi ga tau mau nulis apaaaaa....

MATEK GUE!
asal aja kali ah!

Be the one...
Just for me...
Be the one...

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hmmm...
one of my friends said : "kalo dr wajah, kamu kyk 19-22 thn, tapi kalo dr kelakuan, dewasa deh!"
HE????
Ga salah tuh???
GUE???
DEWASA??
AIHHHH....

yg bener???
THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME EVER people say that to me!

Nie pasti ketawa deh kl denger...
PASTI!
She knows me too much to say : "kamu dewasa."
She'll say : "Dewasa dari mana?"
hihihihihi....
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Now now now
I preach about nonsense at all....
I feel like CRAZY today..

HEY PEOPLE, TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME????

Trust

I trust my instincts, my senses, my heart.
I can feel people's emotion around me.
The Positive ones live me up.
Meanwhile the Negative ones killin' me.

Need to be away from people.
Away from them.
Away from all that.

My sense is getting too much vibrations from everybody.
And It is confusing.

You better kill me, stab me straightfully
Than sending me the negatives emotions.
It hurts...
Especially when you angry,
The anger vibrations hurt me more than it hurts you.

That's Why I NEVER want to hurt anyone,
Especially those of my closest friends and family.
I'd rather stab myself than to stab you.

Now I understand why God didnt allow me to have friends when I was young.
I was all by myself, alone..
No friends but myself..
Nothing to disturb me..
Nothing to be worried...
Nothing to be cared...
but myself...

HALAH!

Koneksi DODOL!
saking lamanya ngeload, JADI LUPA SAMA YG MAU AKU TULIS!

Finally told her about "that" on sms, She was the one who begins to write.
About how I want to be ME on weekends.
About how tired I am to be someone she wishes me to be.
About how tired I am to wear those masks she forced me to wear on weekdays.
About how I need to be free from all that, JUST for Weekends, THE WHOLE WEEKENDS.

and her answer was : "... I'll be happy if U become Urself on the right way".

Well, I want to reply this :
"Yeah, Right way... U mean YOUR way!"
But I held that thought, bcoz that's would make everything worse.
I didn't answer that.

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And Now I just want to play with my bestfriends, tapi SUSAH SEKALEEEEE....
Nie bs hari ini, Edo dan Nabil ga bs.
Edo bs hari ini, Nie dan Nabil ga bs.
Dst dst...

Soal T4 jg gitu,
Kita bertiga mau di sini, Nabil ga mau.
Aku saranin t4 yg di tengah2, yg dua OK, Nabil bil Jauh...
Nabil mau di sini, KITA BER-3 YANG KEJAUHAN!
Huh. *jitak Nabil*

Ah, Pusing!

Kopdar

Pulkan, ke Daeng Tata/Tata Ribs buat ikutan Kopdar Milis ngejunk Idgmail. Huah! Fahmi ngasih petunjuk ga jelas BGT! Udah gitu, ditelp sama Pak Uku jg ga jelas suaranya, "Bergaung" kt Pak Uku.

Akhirnya ketemu jg setelah nyusurin Tebet RAYA *wish you told me that, Mi*... Dateng2 udah ada Fahmi. Didats, Ucok, Vini, Adhi, Jipeng, dan Ela, udah pada selesai makan rupanya. Ga lama, dtg Ananda n partner (forgot her name), terus Adis, kemudian Lea.
Aku pesen nasgor kornet yg ternyata udah abis, "nasi goreng biasa, mbak." ya udah aku pesen itu aja. aku sengaja ga pesen Tata Ribs, abis kebayang deh aku bakal kerepotan potong2 dagingnya. Pdhl kepengen jg nih... Nanti ah, ajak Nie n hubby, Nabil, Edo n partner ke sana.

Didats berkali2 ngajak ngobrol, tapi sorry ya Dats, sayang sekali ga jelas... Terus Ananda yg duduknya di ujung terlihat bgt kalo pengen ngobrol jg, jauh sih duduknya dan pulang duluan pula.
Adis yg duduknya plg deket, thx ya say, aku ketolong bgt sama kamu.

Must Off, jam 1! :( pdhl masih banyak ceritanya.

happy taapi sebel jg

Td ke Planggi bareng Nie, tdnya mau berempat sama Edo dan Nabil. tapi ternyata mereka ga bisa tuh...

Lain kali ya say....

Telkomsel! aku, my sis, n Mom udah bayar duluan. Tinggal Dad yg blm bayar, tapi semua kena blokir! HUH!
jd td bayar di telkomsel, abis bayar,si Mbak bilang "Tunggu max 2 jam".
HALAH! ditunggu sampe sekarang MASIH BLM DIBUKA! Yang dibuka cuma punya DAD DOANG! SEBEL BGT!

BT BT BT!

:(( masih jg lambat bgt ni koneksi...

huh PROXY DODOL!

Hmm.. apa gr2 kutukan dari milis Gajah ya? Abis begitu join, lgsg server ktr DOWN! mpe sekarang LAMBAAAATTTTT!!!
hasilnya? EMAIL BEJIBUN di semua akun! yahoo, gmail, apakabar, hpi, diffy, hotmail MATEK GUE!

Kemaren Nini dr pihak Dad dtg ke rmh nginep, ga tau kpn pul. Duh, punya Nini yg udah rd2 pikun tuh ... bener2 cobaan bgt ya?

Masuk ke kamarku, "lagi ngapain, teh?"
aku (lagi duduk di depan kompie) : "lagi main, Ni."
Nini : "ooo..." trus keluar.

Sejam lagi....
Nini masuk lagi : "lagi ngapain, teh?"
Aku : "DUH!"
Nini : "Teteh kenapa?"
Aku : "ga, lagi main"
Nini : "ooohhh..." terus keluar lagi.

Sejam lagi...
MASUK LAGI! : "teh, main apaan sih?"
Aku : "main komputer, Ni"
Nini (nyorongin kepala ngeliatin monitor) : "oohh... gimana mainnya sih?"
Aku (dlm hati @@#%$%&) : "begini, Ni... blablabla..."
Nini : "oohh.. gitu ya..." (mangut2 tapi tampangnya bingung berat). terus keluar lagi...

gitu terus mpe pulang!!!
DUH! PENGEN BGT KUNCI KAMARKU!
sayangnya, aku udah lama ga dibolehin ngunci kamar lagi nih.

terus satu lagi, ga ada yg ngomong apa2, Nini mangut2 sendiri.
kl ada orang yg ngobrol berdua, trus kebetulan ada Nini di situ, si Nini ikut mangut2.

*mudah2an aku ga kyk gitu nanti, ngerepotin orang lain kl gitu*

Ternyata sps (short parchment service, istilah milis IHP utk SMS) werewolf warning-ku ditungguin ya sama anak2..

Kemaren bulan blm penuh, udah ada yg sps aku nanyain itu, "Trin, udah full moon, blm ada warning?"
Ya aku jawab aja (sembari ngikik sendiri) : "Besok, dear!"

Terus, aku baru nyadar... ternyata dia sms aku tuh kalo lagi sepi doang ya... *ngelirik N&N*
hehehe... Not that I mind it... just.. Pls deh..

Muak deh, bener2 muak!
I'll always be your friend in all situations, whether happy or sad...
But YOU! You came only when you are alone, when nobody accompany you!
I HATE people like that!