Surprised!

Pagi ikut Mom pergi.
Di jln, Ada sms, "Nih no gue! Jgn kasih tau yg lain ya no-nya!"
WAH???? HORE!!!
Surprised yg pertama!

Ah, aku pikir drpd ikut Mom ke dokter kulit dan nunggu sejam bengong di sana, mending diturunin di salon potong rambut. aku bil sama Mom begitu.
dan Mom setuju... Surprised yg kedua!
Abis cuci, begitu duduk, Didi (hairstylish langgananku) lgsg nyerocos : "ihhh.. ke mana aja? udah lama ga ke sini...."
"Iya nih... aku lg pengen panjang. bagus ga?"
Didi : "Ah bagusnya segini nih!" (dia nunjuk seleher) Surprise ketiga!!!
:( Ya udah... ikut aja.

Selesai potong, bayar, ngeliat ke luar... Duh si emak blm dateng! Ya udah nunggu deh...
Mom akhirnya dateng, aku nanya "Katanya sejam?"
Mom mllh ketawa... "nyasar! salah belok!"
Suprise yg keempat. (tumben si Emak nyasar!)
Qta ke Citoz!! Ketemu Nini, Ibu, Ua, dan Teh Indri!! Pangpang kok ga dibawa, Teh? :(
Belanja di supermarket. terus pulang.

di rumah, aku main Solitaire di kompie :D
terus Mom bil kl My Sis lg di jln pulang n bawa kejutan buat aku. "tunggu aja di bawah!"
My Sis dtg bawa kardus. "Wah??"
ternyata Anak Kucing!!! keturunan Persia! 3 bln umurnya!
Surprise yg kelima!

Cuma... kok diem bgt sih????
Ditaro di lt, malah ngumpet di bawa meja!!
Ditaro di kursi, meringkuk di sudutnya!
"Kamu knp milih yg ini?" tanya ke Sis.
Sis jawab : "Abis diem!"
Aku ngakak bgt!
Sis : "Iya, beda deh dgn yg lainnya, yg ini dipanggilin ga nyamperin, main jg ga! Pokoknya diem aja!"
Dasar!!!
Suprise yg keenam!

Pas ditaro di kandang, ribut bgt deh! ngeong2 kyk manggilin gitu!
Sama Sis dikeluarin terus dibawa ke kamarnya.
Aku masuk kamarku, main lagi. terus....
"Teh, tolong dong!"
"Apa?"
"kucingnya masuk ke kolong meja, ga mau keluar lagi!"
Ha???
Yaolo! tu ucing bener2 penakut bgt ya???
Aku ambil deh, terus...
Di gendonganku, kerasa bgt kalo dia gemeteran!!! (Surprise yang ketujuh)
pokoknya kasiaaaaaaaannnnnnnn bgt deh!
Aku sodorin susu di mangkok, ga mau. sodorin daging, ga mau!
PUSINK!
Iseng2, aku cocolin tuh susu, terus jariku yg basah krn susu aku sodorin ke moncongnya.
eh??? Dijilatin! (Surprise yg kedelapan)
Ya udah, sambil browsing, sambil nyusuin kucing! XP
Ini sekarang ni ucing tidur di perutku.
Lumayan udah gemetaran lagi kyk td.

Duh, seneng deh... dia tidurnya enak bgt!
Sekarang aku bingung... Surprise yang terakhir : Gimana Gue tidurnya?????
*garuk-garuk*

Jakarta DINGIN!

Setelah 3 hari superpanas (sampe AC-pun ga mempan!), hari ini Jakarta DINGIN!
Tanpa ac pun udah dingin! hihihihi.. jarang2 nih Jakarta dingin kyk di Puncak begini.
Tanpa matahari pula alias mendung dan sesekali hujan.

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hihihi..
Kemaren malem lagi ngobrol sama Mas C (dan Kobo), ada bayangan buku dan warna biru.
ya aku tanya ke Mas, "Mas, ada buku biru di situ?"
Mas jawab "ga tuh".
wah??? kecele lagi! Mas C pamit deh, "pulang dulu ya". OK deh...
Trus lagi ngobrol2 dengan Kobo, eh, Si Kobo ngomong : "Trin, liat deh blog buku-ku, warnanya biru lho sekarang!"
HA???
Spontan aku ngakak sendiri!
Duh! Finally it's back! After 7 months!
Walaupun blm jelas arahnya dari mana.
Mudah2an kedepannya nanti bisa lebih terkontrol, ga semaunya dia dtg dan pergi di saat yg salah.

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Sebel sm Edwin!
Salah nulis namaku meulu!
Akhirnya aku diemin tu sms.
Curhat ke Aufi, hasilnya Edwin malah ngeledek!
Huh! AWAS LO YAAAA....
Entar aku HEX lo!

mimpi itu...

Yah... Daddy... Wifonenya ga jalan tuhhh...

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Hmm...
td mlm mimpi :
Lo dtg ke rmhku, dan ngomong "You are My True Love" ke gue di depan Hubby(!)
dan Gue bilang ke Lo "Thank You, But I'm Sorry. As You know, I'm married, and We are not made for each other".

Lo masih ngeyel ngomongin bagaimana kita berhubungan emosional dengan erat di masa lalu.

dan aku jawab : "Bil, look at my eyes... You once had a special place in my heart, but you have wasted your chances and you made me say "Goodbye" to you; A prohibited word for me. It broke my heart, because I promised to myself : "Never say Goodbye, But Say See you later." Bil, I once wished to give you another chance, but your answer showed that you havent and wont change.

So I go on with my life n I've found someone who loves me as I love him here (holding on my hubby's hand, he was quiet, and let me speak for myself). Even you was invited to the reception. AND NOW you came to me, saying that I'm your true love and expected me to go with you??? Gees! What an EGO!
So, Bil, Thank you for your honesty, but It's too late... I'm sorry."

Lo terdiam lama. (Ngahuleung, urang sunda bilang mah!)

"Sekarang permisi dulu, my baby needs me."

Dan aku bangun n think about the dream.
Another real dream...
hihihihihi.. My hubby di mimpi itu ga ngomong apa2, cuma diem nungguin. Tdnya dia mau masuk ke ruang keluarga to give a private session, tapi aku minta dia tinggal, dan baru bergerak masuk karena our baby nangis.
*Blushing*
Hihihihi... ah, it was a dream.. but I hope that part of "Hubby and Baby" come true. Amien!
*BLUSHING*

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Winda said it means I've just started to get over him by saying "Tq but I'm Sorry"
Well then.. Good news..

And for You, Dir... I hope you can sort it out with your ex.
And Aufi say... #-o 3 HILANG LAGI??? OMIGOD!!! Ah Opih...
And Nie say... I wish you make it, honey! You must go as high as possible for yourself and me!
And Edwin say... pls take a good nap, will ya?

AND LAST BUT LEAST! FOR ALL OF YOU, CHEERS UP!

GEMPAAAA!!!

Hiihihi....
Gempa! jam 12.04 malem!
Lagi duduk abis nonton Lintas Malam TPI (ada gue lagi lho! :D bareng IHP di Talkshow Aksara kemaren) di sofa with my sis, kita sama2 sibuk sendiri-sendiri; dia lagi sms-an, aku lagi baca..
Terus sofa goyang2. tadinya aku mau ngomong : "Jangan goyang2 dong..."
tapi kita liat2an gitu! kata2 yg udah di lidah, ga jadi aku omongin.
Hihihi.. keliatan bgt kalo dia jg mau ngomong yg sama!
"Gempa???" kataku akhirnya. Gila, lama juga itu sofa goyang2.
Akhirnya qta berdua nyadar terus ke kamar Mom.
Di kamar, Dad (yang tdnya udah tidur) duduk tegak di kasurnya, sementara Mom lagi sholat.
Tampang Dad lucu bgt deh!
Aku sms ke Gajah, Sobat2ku dan Edwin : "GEMPA!!!!"
Edwin bales : "Iya, di 4ls pd 7bt. lagi record data." Terus sms berikutnya dari Edwin lagi "6,17 SR, Pusat Gempa Indramayu"
WEH????
Win, masih belum bobo? Hati2 ah! badan hancur entar, say!

Eh, ada sms dari Isdah," =)) abis lupin keluar, di Malang gempa." Bundhoot jg.. "Bdg Gempa!"
Aftereffect on me : the air felt different and my ear kept "listen" to sounds like drum being beaten.
(Papandayan jg ikut bangun ya..)

Metrotv DODOL! Marqueenya ngaco! "... tidak mempengaruhi aktifitas Gn berapi di Sumbar, yakni Gn Talang, Tandikat dan MERAPI"
Sejak kapan Merapi pindah ke Sumatra???
Merapi itu kan di YGY! Yg di Sumbar bukannya MARAPI?
Hati2 ah! Remember, WRONG SPELLING CAN CREATE CHAOS!

JENG ENDA!!!
Ih, Jorok deh! GA PERNAH NGEFLUSH! =))
Kasian Mbak Nita, tiap kali mau pake.. "ENDAAAAAAA!!!" =)) =))
Mudah2an Gaga ga kyk gitu yeee... Mbak Nita bakal tambah pusyink deeehhhh.. :P
*Gubrak* Tu Foto yang itu lagi yaaa... Ga ada foto lain??? :P :P :P

Dirsay, I hope I can help you on your problem.
As to that, first, you should change your number, d'you know?
Dont forget to send me your other number, will you?

Opih sayy... No news at all euy! Yesterday n Today! :(
I hope my advice works for you!
Tell me if you did it!

Oh iya... kemaren ada sms dari Diffyers lho, Dir!
"Geblek, bs2-nya mraduk nongol di kompas!"
"Wah, lbh ganteng drpd aslinya! kok bs sih?"
"Ada Hantu nongol di situ!"
"Wah.. Ada Cho dan Marduk di Kompas!"
"Baru tau kalo Kadir suka Harry Potter juga, jadi Hagrid kah?"
hihihihihi...

And then...
Go to Bdg tomorrow @ 8am.
We'll be goin home on Sunday morning.
I hope I can ol at Mess using MGI's connection :D

I'm expecting you to come to my home, Dir.
Sms me ok? ASAP.

A song that played in my head over and over again...

I give her all my love
That's all I do
And if you saw my love
You'd love her too
I love her

She gives me everything
And tenderly
The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her

A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I
Have you near me

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her

This song...
is played in my head these days...

I've been hoping there'll be someone who'll sing this song for me one day.
*blushed*
ah, never mind it..
just a girl's dream :">

*to ally, so sorry I cant upload the song for you, now.
one day, maybe..
I promise you.
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Hihihihi...
Hari Senin ke Planggi bareng Nie.
Huah! I MISS YOU SO MUCH DARLING!
keliling2 sama Nie, aku cari keypad dan batere hp.
Nie beli baju buat Faza.
*Dearest Nie, why I never can write the details about what happened on the day we are together?*

At home, sms-an dgn kadir, terus....
Aku matiin hp, mau ganti batt yang baru terus dicharge pertama kali 8 jam.
Begitu besok pagi dinyalain, yang pertama masuk : "JANGAAANNNN!! jahat amat sih balesnya! Pake matiin hp segala!"
*hihihihihi* sumpah ngikik abis, say... Sorry bgt...

Hari Selasa, pagi2 ada sms dari Anne dan Ely soal Offline kecil2an.
*Protes* kadonya susah amat sih 10rb??? MAU BELI APAAN???
Ya udah, berangkat abis makan siang ke Planggi, and sms Kadir n Nie aku otw to planggi
*Nie bales : "Kenapa ga bilang??? aku udah di rumah!" Aku jg baru tau, sayyyy....*

muter2 cari keypad buat hp *GILA SYUSYAAAAAAAHHHHH!!* ga nemu.
muter2 cari barang buat tukeran kado, Ga nemu!
Untung udah siapin dr rumah, jaga2 kalo ga dpt.
Jam 5, nunggu di Dunkin, beli donut satu dan thai ice tea.
Heran ga dtg2 tu anak2 mpe sekitar jam 6...
EH GA TAUNYA!!!! Mereka ngumpul di luar!
*DASAR DUDUTS*

Pindah ke atas, cari makan.
Aku pesen Salad yang GILE BGT GEDENYAAA!!!
kalo aku yg dulu sih segitu mah HABIS!
Sekarang????? nyisa setengahnya! :((
Padahal prinsipku : jangan pernah sisakan makananmu!
Untuk sekarang ini, mesti melupakan hal itu dulu nih!

Pulangnya, I CANT SLEEP AT ALL!!
Bolak-balik di ranjang, akhirnya pindah ke kamar Ma.
dan .. SAMA JUGA GA BISA TIDUR!!!
OMIGOD!
total tidur hari ini mungkin cuma 3 jam kali.

Dirsay, Thx bgt kemaren ngobrol2 lagi kyk dulu.
Thx jg traktirannya.
Sayang Nde ga jadi dtg.
Tapi jujur aja, kalo Nde jd dtg, mungkin dia cuma jd raket nyamuk kali...
*lari dr tendangan Nde*
I miss you and the Slipi-ers SO MUCH!
One day I will go visit TSP.

Dirsay, Did I do or say anything wrong that night?
Because it seems to me that you are a bit avoiding me this day.
Tell me what's wrong, pls?

I LOVE YOU, MY NIE, DIRSAY, AUFI, EDWIN AND ALL DIFFYERS!
*MUACH!*

And Especially for Aufi, MUACH MUACH mpe basah!
You made me realized that I'm A fighter eversince I was baby.
That's WHY I always fight with everybody, everything, especially myself.

Therefore, to all of my friends, I apologize for everything, especially to those who are close enough to me.
I know You've been trying HARD to stay by my side.
I'm Grateful of it! I Know I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO PAY IT BACK.
I'm trying to do my best for you!

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Hari ini ke Cipete, arisan keluarga.
SEPI BGT deh! Pada kemana yang lain?
Ponakan2ku jg ga ada euy.. :(

Pulangnya terusin terjemahan yang kemaren2 terlantar gr2 terus2an sakit.
*HUAH!* I'm going through Chapter Eleven now, say.. dikit lagi Chapter 12 deh...

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Must sleep, it's 12 am now.
Dont know when I'll be ol again.

Nighty night...

Ah....

Ternyata... masih begini saja.
Belum sepenuhnya lepas dari hiperbilirubin, Ga akan kembali seperti dulu lagi.
Ga akan 100% lagi.

Well, whatever...

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I'M GLAD TO FIND MY DIFFYERS BACK!!!
AUFI! EDWIN! KADIR!
*MUACH MUACH MUACH!!!*
I'd love to see you all again, my dear!!!!
Forgive me to bring you some shock, Win... ;))
I'm expecting your coming to my home next August, ok Win?
Dont forget to take Aufi and one of your snake for me, Sweetums.

Say, pls send me XP Setup CD, would you?

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And I've finished reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.
Really, You'd think it happened only in one night, the Camp Scenes..
And DOBBY!

It was fun @ QB and Aksara.
(Ah, Why Cant I write about Funtimes in blog?)

And The Dream!
You hugged me from behind my back..
the way you hugged me like you wont release me again..
When I turned around to see you...
I saw you, wearing huge smile, and your face shone brightly.
It seems to me that you were a happiest man in the world.

I wish it happen to you soon or later.
I really hope that happen to you.

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Ah, Mommy start to preach again...
I'll continue writing next time.

Huee????

Lepas dari hiperbilirubin, dateng penyakit lain..
halah! hihihihihi...
jadi gampang pusing, mual dsb.
Dan diomel Emak gr2 sms-an waktu sakit kemaren bikin tagihan yg .... *BUSYET BGT GEDENYA!*

Td siang pergi ikut Mom ke Poinsquare setelah ngelayat temen haji Mom.
cuma ke supermarketnya doang sih.. tapi lumayan bikin pusingku kambuh lagi.
But I didnt tell Mom. No! She doesnt need to know this.

Akhirnya UPS Baru dtg...
merknya LAPLACE PHASOR 1200.
tapi ada yg bikin pusing : colokan monitornya bagaimana????
monitorku ga ngambil listrik dr PC, lgsg ke colokan listrik.
nah masalahnya UPS ini cuma ada colokan2 .... (duh istilahnya apa sih??)
Kompie colok ke ups, monitor dan Kabel telp (buat internet) jg ke ups.
Sementara monitorku tipe colokannya bukan dr PC!
jd kalo mati listrik... kompie tetep nyala tapi monitor mati!
PERCUMA kan???
Ada kabel adaptornya ga ya? namanya apaan sih?
nanti mau beli!

WIMODE GILA!
apanya yg 245,5 KBPS??? Nyatanya cuma 0,6 KBPS!!!
aku mau dl software buat ups-nya ajaaaa.. dari td sore jam 3 mpe sekarang jam 11 mlm masih DELAPAN PERSEN DOANG!!!
udah pake GETRIGHT pdhl!!
:((

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Oh iya, kemaren ikut talkshow Harry Potter di QB Kemang
Tamunya : Rama dan Utri
Rama dkk-nya cukup bergairah ikut acara talkshow-nya.
tapi Utri? Manyun dan diem terus deh.. gerakan tubuhnya seperti males atau ga pede ikutan talkshow-nya.
Sayang bgt deh..

I told you, Anne, about the Audiobook dan the Braille Books :)
It was your first time to see the audiobook looks like, wasnt it?
hihihihi... I heard the sound but as usual it was just mumbling sounds to me.

And .. :"> :"> :"> "NE!" hihihi... JADI MALU!!!
Suaraku pasti kenceng bgt deh mpe Bunda Yessi kaget gitu!
maksudku ngasih tau Anne spy ngambil mic dr Rama (yg udah nyodorin micnya buat diambil Anne). Tapi..
hihiihihi....

Ketemu lagi sama Hadi, Anne, Wahyu, dan Mita...!!!
I miss you all!!

See you again tomorrow At kuali bocor!

2 Minggu jadi 4 Minggu!

Dari yang 2 mgg trus ditambah lagi 2 mgg...
Jadi total 4 mgg Bedrest.
Huah, jadi bener2 terisolir, bosen... SUPERBOSAN!
Hihihihi... Gara2 Superbosen, aku ngomel2, marah2, down, mpe ada beberapa orang yg jd korban kebosenanku. *Lirik Abi, Lia, Nie, Edo, dll.
Sorry ya sayyyy... bener2 SORRYYYYY BGT!

Dan sepertinya aku ga akan pernah sembuh bgt deh.
Ga boleh capek atau kambuh lagi!

Kemudian selama sakit dan superbosen itu, acara IHP di Aksara Kemang, yg tempatnya sebenernya deket bgt dr rumah (bisa jalan kaki), jadi kelewat. AIH BETEEEEEEE!!!!
Dan acara Kopdaran Gajah yang biasanya aku bela2in ikutan juga ga bisa ikutan!
Tambah BT lagi!

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Kemaren arisan keluarga di Puncak, GILA SUPER MACET!!! Yang mestinya cuma 1-2 jam ini jadi 7 jam!!! Dr rmh jam 9 sampe di Vila Keluarga di Cipanas JAM EMPAT SORE! LAPERRRRRR ga makan siang!
Aku sms sm Yaya, Yaya bilang ada bis masuk jurang di Ciloto.
Ha? Ya pantes aja atuh!

Seperti biasa, jail-jail semua dan pasti ada yang nangis.
Sayang ga lengkap! Kurang 2 keluarga :Kakang dan keluarga tebet.

Aku masih pengen nulis, tapi udah disuruh off. :(

Hmm.. kapan ol lagi yaaa??? :(

Hiperbilirubin lagi

Well...
What Can I Say?

Senin Pagi, bangun2 lgsg muntah cairan kuning pahit. Dan aku udah curiga kalo itu cairan empedu.
Malem ke dokter, terus Selasa Pagi cek darah.
Hasilnya : Bilirubin totalku ada 4 mg/dl. Sedangkan normalnya : di bawah 1 mg/dl
Seperti dugaanku, Dokter bilang : Hiperbilirubin.
Dokter cuma bilang : Istirahat di tempat tidur selama 2 mgg.

Ini yg ketigakalinya aku hiperbilirubin gini.
Pengalaman terakhir waktu kul dulu, disuruh makan yg manis2 (permen, ah pokoknya Gula), Kerang, udang (Zat besi deh).

Jadi terpaksa off dulu selama 2 mgg yaaaa.. kecuali kalo Parents ngasih ijin ol sebentar, sekedar pengusir bosan.

See yaa... :)

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Jawaban untuk "Notyrfriend"

Hihihi...
I clapped at your effort on memorizing my blog's address, opened your internet explorer, typed this blog's address (http://loopeen.blogspot.com/), pressed enter or clicked "Go!". And then patiently waited for my blog to appear on your internet explorer (by telkomnyet, it took a long time to be fully loaded, I know, a very looonnngggg time, really...), and scrolled down to find my shoutbox, thought of a nickname and a fake web to make sure that I will not know your true id. Then ah... you've found one good name : "Ntyrfriend". based on "Not Your Friend" means "Not my friend". I got the point...
Then you wrote those "hatemails", Carefully thinking and writing not to show your true id and hoping that I will be intimidated by your writings.

I'm touched, really... I admire it.
BUT You've forgot TWO simple things : I am a freak and I am far more used to it.
For I was treatened by most of my school fellows the way you do now. Even worse than that, in fact.
And, as a freak, the more you threatened me like that, the happier I become. Because you have made my day colourful.
As to that, I'm thankful. Bless You!

One Question for you, Is that all you got for me? If it is, I feel terrible sorry for you. Like I said above : My school fellows treatened me far worse than that.

Tapi... Sudahlah... Gue ga mau memperpanjang masalah yang gue sendiri ga tau ujung pangkalnya. Sedih gue liat lo mempermalukan diri sendiri kyk gini, say...
Dont go biting your nails too much, because it'll bleed.
Untuk "teriakan"mu selanjutnya, gue hapus biar lo ga malu2in diri sendiri.

This would be my last word for you. If you still want to continue the quarrelling, It's all up to you. I'm not going to play your game, dear :)

GBU Always

Susahnya jadi Nocturnal

As a nocturnal, otakku bisa berpikir dengan jelas pada saat orang2 sudah tidur dengan pulasnya. Aku udah nyadarin itu sejak mulai kuliah dulu, saat sedang ber"nostalgia" dan mengingat bagaimana aku begitu susah dibangunkan pagi2 sehingga selalu telat setengah jam atau lebih ke sekolah padahal jarak antara sekolah dan rumahku cuma 5 menit pake mobil kalo lagi ga macet. Sampe2 Mom bawa aku ke Sanatorium Darmawangsa untuk berkonsultasi dengan psikolog yg bernama Bu Tita selama bertahun-tahun. Ga berhasil dengan Bu Tita, Mom bawa aku ke MMC ke Psikolog Prof Titi. tapi di sini cuma sebentar.

Aku menyadari aku baru bisa mengerjakan tugas2 kuliah (dan pekerjaanku saat ini) pada waktu yg ganjil bagi orang2, yaitu setelah jam 10 malam. Aku bisa saja mengerjakannya sebelum jam 10, tapi ga bisa maksimal karena ga bisa konsentrasi, jadinya cuma satu paragraf atau kurang. Sementara sesudah jam 10 (lebih baik lagi sesudah jam 12-1 malam sampai subuh menjelang) bisa berlembar2 yang selesai diterjemahin.

Namun Mom ga mau dan ga bisa terima kalo mengerjakannya pada saat2 "cemerlang" itu. Padahal siang-siang tuh bawaan ngantuk melulu. dipaksa ngerjain juga cuma dapet maksimal 1 halaman! Kalo pergi dengan Mom siang2, pasti ada omelan mengenai nguap2 yang cukup sering dan tidur selama di jalan. "Siang nguap melulu! Ga bagus!"
Mau ngerjain terjemahan juga... EEUUHHH! BUNTU ABIS! Sementara jam malemku (harus udah tidur) jam 1!
Sampai terpikirkan mengembalikan saja buku itu ke GPU. Malu ga selesai2!

Bagaimana bisa mengerjakannya kalo gitu????

Tak tahu mengapa....

Sebelum aku tahu akan artinya cinta
Kutelah dibawanya ke sana
Setelah dia pergi, baru aku mengerti
Kutelah jatuh cinta kepadanya...

#Oh... Aku rindu
Katakan padanya aku rindu
Oh Burung... Nyanyikanlah
katakan padanya aku rindu

Lagu "ini rindu"-nya Alm. Farid Hardja berputar2 terus di kepalaku.
Lupa lanjutannya,
Ada sih satu lagi lagu yg sedang "mengganggu"ku, cuma lupa judul lagunya.


Hmm... Sial abis...
Baru nyadarin ini : Tiap kali aku mulai melupakannya, mulai ga mikirin lagi, dia nongol gitu aja di mimpi!
Yang lebih nyebelin lagi : nongolnya diem aja, cuma ngeliatin muka cemberut seperti ga rela aku lupain dia!
Yaolo! Beraninya ngasih tanda cuma di mimpi! Without word at all!
Sumpah, Chicken Abis!
Huh! Sini deh LO! Jgn cuma berani nongol di mimpi! BE A MAN! JANTANLAH KAU!

Halah! ngomel2 gini di blog jg percuma deh! ga akan dibaca sama dia!
Andaikan beneran dia baca jg, tampaknya ga akan ngaruh sama sekali.
egonya yang segede alam semesta pasti ngehalangin perasaan yang sesungguhnya.

DASAR CHICKEN!! Petok-petokkkk!!!
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Mudah2an hari sabtu flu sembuh, terus ke Planggi
- Beli PCMCIA buat Telkomsel Flash.
- Ikut rapat
- SELESAIIN TERJEMAHAN!!!!!!!!!!!

Deadlocked

Walaupun aku udah dikasih tahu dr bulan lalu spy siap2 koneksi diputus, ga nyangka cepet aja, jadi jg kemaren diblok dan Mom berencana ga akan bayar lagi.

Mom sih keliatannya seneng aja koneksi diputus, ktnya : "Kamu ga akan tidur malem lagi"
Duh, Mom... Kalo koneksi diputus, mau ga mau, terpaksa pake dialup. Sedangkan di mana2 yg namanya Dialup tuh yaa... murahnya jam 1-5 pagi toh???
Well... You have been very wrong, Mom, in thinking I wouldnt be sleeping At One!

Sempet ngamuk jg td gr2 Dnet jg diputus! :(
And Mom didnt tell me about that.

Dan hari ini aku pake telkomnyet, sebelumnya aku bilang sama Mom biar siap2 bayar telp+telkomnyet 1 jt-an.
Jadi, Mom sayang... kalo tagihan lbh dr itu, pls PLS DONT BLAME ME, ok?

U've closed my window to the world.

Yang aku pikirin cuma "Gimana caranya nge-mods milis dan jagain forum tanpa kabelnet?"
On that case, must ask Teh Ninit to give Rara another permission to aprrove messages of new members.
Apalagi mods ihp yg lain ga pernah ngecek Folder Spam!

Sms Bunda, aku ansab lagi dr gajah sementara, mpe ga-tau-kapan.
Sms Henny, Edo, Winda, dll, ngasih tau kl i-net diputus.
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Bakal Flu lagi nih... tenggorokan udah gatel bgt, udah mulai mampet2...

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L'il Faza is beautifull!
I'm glad to see her and her mother again.
despite the fact that I was "GA PUAS" karena ada orang lain di situ (her Hubby).

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Gusi berdarah terus, sariawan, mimisan, plus gejala flu.
pusing mau sikat giginya! pdhl tu sikat udah yg soft.
Kemaren ketauan jg sama Mom, beratku sekarang 43,5 kg.
Alhasil kena omel abis2an!

Dah ah! Bobo dulu.
Selasa, Insyaallah, ol lg di Cibitung (tawaran dari Pa, "ga ada yg make")
Mesti milih2 lagi milis2 yg mau diansab sementara. :(

*Terjemahan susah euy.....*

WBD

hmm...
lumayan, walaupun sepi (banyak stand yg baru diisi hari sabtunya) pdhl WBD buka dr Kamis.

Selama di sana, kok ihp pd tegang semua sih?
Walaupun tak dikatakan, aku tau kok kalo banyak yg marah.
I could feel the negative emotions eventhough nobody say anything.
Eventhough (almost) everybody acted like nothing happen.

3 hari ke sana, aku terpapar emosi negatif gitu, ya akhirnya drained.
Hari minggu, tidur seharian jadinya.
Hari ini juga masih capek berat.
ditambah lagi Daddy yg emang capek abis pulang dr China kemaren...
HUAH!
Menjadi2 dah!

Butuh counter euy....

Are you take side with me?

One day, you come to me, telling me your story.
Ah, you have problem with someone...
And then....
You ask me this question of :

Are you take side with me?

BEUH! I HATE THAT QUESTION! I LOATH IT!

You know...
You can tell me stories, you can ask me some advices, you can pick which action I've provided is the best for you.

BUT!
DO NEVER EVER ASK ME TO TAKE SIDE!
Because I'm not taking side!
AND I WILL NEVER TAKE SIDE!

If you insist, then I will take side with the right one.
whether it's you or your "enemy".

You are my friend, but that doesnt mean your enemy is also mine either.

Aku paling sebel sama orang2 yg, kalo bermasalah dengan si A, ngajak2 temen2nya biar ikut musuhin si A juga. Pdhl belum tentu si A yg salah dan juga mereka (temen2nya) ga ada masalah langsung dengan si A.
Ih, beraninya main keroyokan! PENGECUT! CHICKEN!

For example, I have trouble with you, I'm going to sort it out with you. NOT WITH YOU AND YOUR "GANKS".
IF I couldnt sort it out with you, then I'm going to someone to GET SOME ADVICES. That's all!
I dont ask this person to sided with me. I cant... because I STILL HAVE MY OWN DIGNITY!

IF you ask me to be the middleman, fine, I can do that.
but if you ask me to take side. sorry, you have waste your time.
I need to stay in the middle, to have some points of views, to be free.
I need to listen to both side's stories, to get the whole picture, the big picture.
If I dont know the other side? then I'll show you your parts.
If I think you are doing right or wrong, I'LL TELL YOU THE WAY IT IS!
You are right? then I'll tell you : "You're right"
You are wrong? then I'll tell you : You're wrong."
NOT CONTRARILY!

Let's underline this :

I will tell you the TRUTH, no matter how hard for you to hear.
At least you heard it from someone who care.

You dont like what you heard from me? Fine... just walk away... you know where the door is.
I'm just telling you my point of view. I'm just giving you advices you asked.

Dont hate me for the bitter pill I I gave you...
Because the pills will cure you.
But hate me for the sweets I gave you...
Because the sweets will kill you.

Nekad

Kemaren Sabtu, aku ke undangan Ucoq&Dewi.
Dari rumah, pake rok batik, pake sendal pesta, dan ga lupa bawa sepatu sendal yg biasa.
Sampe sana... *sial* Rokku kepanjangan! keinjek terus!
Gajah2 pada tereak2 : "Cantik bgt!" Doh! MALUUUUU!!!!

Abis salam sama Ucoq&Dewi, makan2!
*sial lagi* Doh! ngambil kebanyakan, dan ngeliat yg lain udah selesai makan drtd, aku ga tega deh ngabisinnya.. huhuhuhu... Sayang jg sih... tapi Gajah2 imut itu udah nungguin aku selesai makan..
Dan selesai makan, foto2 deh sama Gajah2 dan Penganten.

Aku tau kalo abis acara Ucoq&Dewi ini, mau rame2 ke TMII dan Plumpang. Terus H-1 Plumpang dibatalin, soalnya Bunda Judith ga bisa.
Yaolo! Ternyata jadi jg mereka ke TMII! Aku TAK BAWA BAJU GANTI! Gimana dong?
"Ya udah, Trin, gpp kok!"
"Ikut aja deh! pls?? Ya? Ya? Ya?"
Henny bilang ke Pak Uku : "Boleh yaaaa??" ROTFL
HOW COULD I REFUSE THOSE PUPPY EYES??

Ya udah, aku & Pak Uku jln duluan, dan nyampe duluan di gerbang TMII, aku sms Henny : "Hen, aku tunggu di sebelah Teh Botol"
Henny bales : "HA? Udah nyampe???"
YAOLO!! Mereka pake nyasar dulu!!! Pantes lama!!!

Akhirnya Henny sms lagi, "Trin, lgsg masuk aja, tunggu di keong mas."
Di tempat parkir., mereka keluar dr mobil UDAH GANTI BAJU SEMUA!
DOH! *gaplokin satu2!* Ga ada sense of crisis-nya bgt siii??
YAOLO! MATEK GUE!
Jadi deh... aku SATU-SATUNYA yg ke TMII DRESSED UP!
Ribet2 sendiri, angkat2 rok batik yang kepanjangan itu.

Ya udah lah.. Salah sendiri pake nekadz ikut ke TMII pdhl ga bawa baju ganti!
Have funnnnn!!
Aku ga tau pada mau nonton apaan di IMAX, tapi yg jelas ga jadi tuh...
hihihihi... OQ n Partner dateng, terus Azil join jg setelah nyasar waktu nyari gedung t4 Ucoq&Dewi.

Jadi lengkapnya :
- Jipeng
- Deden
- Azil
- Heri
- Indra
- Lea
- Mbu
- Bundhoot
- Henny
- Adis
- Shinta
- OQ n Partner (sorry, Q, ga tau namanya)
dan jg yg cuma ikut sampe t4 Ucoq : Awan, Fahmi&Mia, dan Big.

Terus kita naek kereta gantung. Aku, Henny, Sinta dan Adis berempat satu kereta.
Sebelum naek, aku bilang "Gimana kalo berhenti di tengah?" Sinta lgsg TEGANG! hihihihihihi...
Di atas, kita kepanasan! huhuhuhu... GILA! PANAS BGT EUY! Baju dan Rokku mpe BASAH! Baru waktu muter balik, anginnya lumayan... sepoi2, TQ Windy..

Abis dr Kereta Gantung, haus.. haus.. yang lain makan (err.. atau minum?) Es Teler. Aku terpaksa cuma beli Aqua, baru sembuh dari Flu sih...
di tengah2 ngobrol, WESLY nelp Bundhoot! Hihihi... Bunda godain aja, "lagi makan Es teler", aku bayangin di sana Wesly nyumpah2 deh... ROTFL

Kenyang Es teler, qta ke mesjid, sholat, yg ga sholat nunggu di "borobudur".
Ngobrol2... Foto2 (eh yg ini sih nyaris setiap saat).



Liat Jam, WAH??? Jam 4 lebih!! GILA GILA GILA!
Jam 6 harus udah di acara lain! ya udah, pamit pulang, sementara yg lain masih nerusin ke Starbuck, *nagih Mbu, HOT CHOCOLATTE-kuuuuuu..... Kapan???*

Pulang2, mandi, terus siap2, sementara sodara2 mulai dateng.
Dan... ANOTHER PARTY'S GOIN!!
Dresscode : Black n White.
Theme : Surprise Party!!!

Hihihihi.. Emang udah dasarnya semua jahil, jd Si Ibu ga gitu kaget... "udah curiga dr pagi," ktnya waktu Pidato! ROTFL

Aduh!! ASYIK BERAT KEMAREN TUH!
Gila! Gue bener2 NEKAD ABIZ ke TMII cuma bawa 50RB di DOMPET! 30rb buat tiket masuk... beli Aqua 3rb. YAOLOOOO!! sisanya??? Buat TOL...

Heran, Kesambet apaan gue kemaren???
- Di Pesta Ucoq, makan ga abis!
- Ke TMII pake rok batik panjang yang keinjek melulu kalo ga diangkat.
- Duit pas2an! Habis pula!
- Dibayarin euy naik Kereta gantungnya :">

*colek2 Henny, Bundhoot, Sinta, Adis dan Lea... MUACH!

Rages of mine

I know I have never been able to be a good friend.
All I do is spoiling everything.
That's Why HE keep sending me "baddies" to be my friends.
Meanwhile the "goodies" are gone long time ago because they were hurted by me.
The Baddies? stay until they finish drinking the honey I made for them, and then left.

I realize one thing : the insecurity inside of me has made me a baddy.
My body languages keep screaming for "STAY AWAY FROM ME! or I hurt you again n again!"

May be I should close my doors, every single door I have, to avoid me hurt n getting hurted.
May be U think I'm stupid, chicken or, worse, Give up.
Anything U said is right. I dont care...

I dont care!
Thanks to U to teach me how not to care!

I LOVE TO BE ABLE TO SAY THAT!
I LOVE TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT!
- Not caring,
- Leave whenever I want to,
- Not thinking about those people's Health, Happiness, Sadness, etc,
- Not trying to be a good company,
- Be selfish!
I LOVE TO BE ABLE DO THOSE!

But no...
HE The Almighty has never allow me to be a person like that!
I was made to feel the pains.
I accepted that.
I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT EVER SINCE LONG TIME AGO!
but Why people keep remind me to that?
Why people keep remind me of pains?

I AM WHAT I AM!
I AM WHAT HE MADE ME TO BE!

The Rages inside of me is getting bigger everytime I got hurted or hurt!

"Why did they do that?"
"Why did I do that?"

The same questions turn on and on for whole my life.
But through all that...
I have been wondering about these :
- Wonder why I am able to smile after getting hurted (tho' sometime I take time to recover)
- Wonder how I feel guilty for what they've done to me (by saying: it was my mistake)
- Wonder how I fell hard n get up again
- Wonder how I mirroring everybody.

Eventho I keep my rages, funny how it hidden when I'm on top condition.
Eventho I hid my insecurities, funny how it shows when I'm down

Why cant I be like you?
You are able to walk away like nothing had happened.
You are able to talk to them like nothing had happened.
You are able to leave without feeling guilty, NOT EVEN A BIT!
You are able not to think about your "victims".
HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?
I am wondering about people like these!

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YEAH YEAH!
I'M DOWN ONCE MORE!
WITHOUT KNOWING WHY!

Michelle

Michelle, ma belle.
These are words that go together well,
My Michelle.

Michelle, ma belle.
Sont les mots qui vont tres bien ensemble,
Tres bien ensemble.

I love you, I love you, I love you.
That's all I want to say.
Until I find a way
I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand.

I need you, I need you, I need you.
I need to make you see,
Oh, what you mean to me.
Until I do I'm hoping you will
Know what I mean.

I love you.

I want you, I want you, I want you.
I think you know by now
I'll get to you somehow.
Until I do I'm telling you so
You'll understand.

I will say the only words I know that
You'll understand, my Michelle.

Hihihi.. LOVE IT!
Used to listen to this on tape n mp3 of The Complete Beatles' Album.
hmm.. One of my fave songs of The Beatles.
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Lagi bingung...
Besok sabtu ada kopdar di Bandung dan di Jakarta.
Kampung Gajah or IHP?
Both are my precious ones. (hehehe.. a bit too much, really)
ah, pusing...
Let it be deh!

It's been Lovely days

I dont know...
I feel Loved, Cared..
Been Smilin' and smilin',
even my bones have been very painfully,
Not even my Mom's preaches can stop my lovely days.
(And she preached even more when I just simply smile at her when she preached!)

"... I dont know much,
But I know I love you
And That may be All I need to know..."

It's been three months since the first time I felt like this.
Without knowing about what or who make me feel this way.
May be I dont have to know anyway.

God, I turn this love back to Thee.
for it belongs to You, comes from You, given by You to me.
You are blessing me with so much love.
You have been pouring me with love untill it spills out of the glass.
untill Mom scared.. hihihihi...

I turn this love back to Thee..
I turn this love back to Thee..
I turn this love back to Thee..

Wew!

Vitamin abis kemaren, hari ini lgsg sariawan.

Batere abis kemaren, terpaksa beli di toko buku dulu (batere kalkulator).

Laper tengah malem, ngembat Yam (semacem ubi), huek! ga ada rasanya.
Tanya Mom, ktnya mestinya dicoel ke susu kentel.
Hayah! Kenapa kemaren ga bilang?
Kan bisa sekalian beli...

Siang makan kekenyangan, maagnya sakit.
Malem makan kebanyakan, maagnya makin sakit.

Halah!
Hihihihi...
Duduts ah!
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Berbunga2 ga jelas, plus ada seberkas rindu yang menyelip
Somebody miss me...
So Crazy It hurts!

like this song of Natalie Cole :

Even though its been so long,
my love for you keeps going strong
I remember the things that we used to do,
a kiss in the rain

Til the sun shined through,
Id try to deny it,
but Im still in love with you

I miss you like crazy,
I miss you like crazy,
ever since you went away

Every hour of every day,
I miss you like crazy,
I miss you like crazy

No matter what I say or do,
there's just no getting over you

I can see the love shining in your eyes,
and it comes as such a sweet surprise
If seeings believing its worth the wait,
so hold me and tell me its not too late

We're so good together,
we're starting forever now,
and I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy,
ever since you went away,
every hour of every day

I miss you like crazy,
I miss you baby,
a love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again

---Musical interlude---

Just one night
and we'll have that magic feeling
like we used to do

Hold on tight
and whatever comes our way
we're gonna make it through
If seeings believing its worth the wait,
so hold me and tell me its not too late

We're so good together,
we're starting forever now
And I miss you like crazy,
I miss you like crazy
No matter what I say or do
theres just no getting over you

And I miss you (baby),
I miss you (baby),
all the tender love you gave me
When a feeling gets this strong,
you know the real thing come along

And I miss you,
I miss you like crazy baby,
only your sweet love can save me,

I miss you like crazy,
a love like ours will never end
Just touch me and we're there again,

Miss you like crazy, I miss you like crazy

BUT there's a problem! and it is :

WHO MISS ME LIKE CRAZY till the vibrations hurt??
*sigh* sometimes I hate to have these senses.

The Pursuit of Happyness

The Pursuit of Happyness, film keren.

Sayang bgt, kita masuknya waktu film udah mulai 5 menit kali.
Ceritanya touchy deh...
True Story lho!
Jd Chris Gardner (Will Smith) jualan alat pengukur massa tulang untuk menghidupi istri dan anaknya. Setelah keliling menjajakan alat itu ke rumah sakit, tempat praktek dokter, tersisa sekian buah.
Linda (Thandie Newton), istrinya udah mulai ga tahan waktu sisa alat itu ga kejual2... selama 2 bulan nunggak bayar sewa apartemen. Linda mulai ngancem bawa anaknya ninggalin Chris.
Dan Chris ngamuk, "You may leave, but Christopher (Jaden Smith) stay with me!"

Ada perkataan Chris kepada Christopher yang keren bgt :

"DO NOT LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT YOU CAN OR CANT DO. NOT EVEN ME!"

A very nice advice, really...

apakah Chris berhasil menjualnya sampe habis?
apakah Linda kembali bersama mereka?

Terus yang perlu diperhatikan : Aktingnya Jaden Smith yang NATURAL!!!
Aduh, dasar udah bakat dari ibu-bapaknya ya...
kalo Jaden bener2 serius, bisa kalah deh Will Smith nantinya..

Nonton aja sendiri deh yaaaa...
Yang Jelas, WORTH IT deh!

(DUH! tuh kan.. kalo pengen nulis, malah hilang kata2 yang td seliweran!)

:D :D :D :D

Kemaren nonton Music N Lyrics ber-4 sama Juli, n My Sisters.
Lucu jg sih, tapi sayangnya, film ini bukan jenis film yg bakal keinget terus. Begitu film habis, ya udah... habis. Finish! Keluar dr bioskop, udah lupa ceritanya.

Hugh Grant bergaya lapanpuluhan??? NORAK DEH!!!
Yg lumayan menarik perhatian di film ini adalah si Cora dengan segala keeksentrikannya. Top jg actingnya si Haley Bennet ini!

Selesai nonton, Juli lgsg pulang. Aku n sisters jln2 dulu, terus ketemu sama Ua. Ngobrol2 bentar, terus Qta pisah. Ua terusin belanja, qta ke Nando's. MAKANNNN!!!
Pulangnya jam 9, aku nonton lagi di rumah.
SSSTTTT.... jgn bil2 my Mom ya, aku bobonya jam 5 pagi tadi! *Parentless Nights*

BORED!

bosen lagi...
Ga tau mau ngapain lagi...

mau nonton, remote dipegang Mom.
mau browsing, blogwalking, dsb, ogah2an.
mau baca, kok ya males...
mau chatting, udah pada off..
mau main game, gameku abis trialnya.

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Pusing, batere hearing aidsku cepet abisnya euy!
satu rol isinya 6 batere = 75rb.
satu batere cuma cukup buat 3-7 hari.
tergantung pemakaian, kalo dipake tiap hari dari bangun mpe tidur lagi (kalo mau tidur, dicopot) ya cuma tahan 3 hari.
biasanya sekali beli 2 rol.
hitung sendiri deh sebulan mesti beli berapa rol.
gila kan?

Itu baru batere, belum vitamin2 (Yeah, my drugs! Long Live SIXTIES! :P ) yang begitu habis lgsg sariawan banyak bgt.

huah!

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hihihihihi... ah tidur aja!

Song in my head today

Jambalaya
by The Carpenters

Good-bye Joe, he gotta go, me oh my oh
He gotta go-pole the pirogue down the bayou
His Yvonne the sweetest one, me oh my oh
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou

Thibodaux, Fontaineaux the place is buzzin'
A Kin-folk come to see Yvonne by the dozen
Dress in style the go hog wild, me oh my oh
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou

(*) Jambalaya and a crawfish pie and fillet gumbo
For tonight, I'm a-gonna see my my-my cher a mi-o
Pick guitar, fill fruit jar and be gay-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou

Settle down far from town get him a pirogue
And he'll catch all the fish in the bayou
Swap his mon to buy Yvonne what she need-o
Son of a gun, we'll have big fun on the bayou

ASYIK BGT LAGUNYA!
Tapi nyoba2 dengerin dr cd-nya, ga kedengaran :(

Sumpah bingung!

Masalah ini dimulai dari aku ngirim lagu "Raindrops keep falling on my head" ke salah satu milis internal. terus berlanjut ke sixties.
Semua tahu kalo jaman Sixties itu terkenal WILD, Flower Generations, DRUGS, Peace dsb kan? nah, aku posting : "DRUGS?? YESS!!" Kemudian aku nulis "(namanya) enak di OZ. Gampang dpt drugs, tinggal cari di sekitar kampus".

Eh, dia ngamuk2! "ELO BENER2 MENGHINA GUE! Sorry yee.. gue ga serendah itu dapet masalah lari ke drugs!"

Lho??? emang aku nuduh dia make ya??? hihihihihi.. sumpah bingung!
baca emailnya, aku ngakak bgt deh!
kepalang tanggung dia udah panas, ya aku gangguin aja >:)
sampe akhirnya dia bales : "CAPEK GUE NGURUSIN EMAIL LO! YOU WASTING MY TIME N BANDWIDTH!"
Ngakak lagi dah! Akhirnya aku tulis aja : "Then Why You Keep Answering My E-mail anyway?"
N She stopped n quit.
Told you, Didnt I? I let you won last time we fought, but NOT this time!

Puas jg sih nyalurin jahilnya, tapi akibatnya itu lho...
Gue dimoderate di milis bikinan gue sendiri! ROTFL!

n Herda's got the point! :)

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Td siang, aku makan decolgen, abis rasanya kyk mau pilek sih...
jd pas mau ngaji, ngantuuuukkkk bgttttt...
eh, saved by mommy yang ngobrol sama pak ustad kelamaan, pak ustad n mom ngobrol soal hajinya pak ustad kemaren.
Aku nunggu di sofa ruang keluarga, mpe TIDUR!
ngajinya jd cuma 15 menit doang *ngikik*
Thx Mom! aku jd bs bobo! :D

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Errrgggh.. dasar!
Sumpah bingung, kok ada ya orang yang seperti itu...
ah, dasar.. kok kepikiran aja?
Baru kali ini liat orang kyk kebakaran jenggot cuma gr2 itu.

Sumpah deh! Bingung bgt!
ROTFL!
Forget it! Forget it! Forget it!
*masih ngakak*

PUSYINK!

Gr2 maag ga bisa dipenuhin, jdnya masuk angin!
Kalo mau ga masuk angin, maag harus penuh. Sedangkan kekenyangan dikiiittttt.. aja udah mual!
Udah gitu, gr2 masuk angin, sariawan deh! Tambah susah makan.
Serba salah deh!

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Kemaren hari sabtu, ke Planggi ngumpul2 sama 4L.
Lama lho! Dari jam 1 siang sampe jam 7 malem kita di sana! Hihihi..
Ga kerasa deh sakit2 selama di sana. TQ All.

Talking about sakit, udah 2 minggu ini sakit2 tulangnya. Sakitnya itu mpe kdg2 kaku bgt deh. blm lagi dari bahu sampe siku, keras bgt, selain gr2 masuk angin, salah tidur kyknya.

Fullmoon kali ini dengan gerhana penuh mulai jam 3 sekian menit sampe jam 6(?)
huaaaaa.... mengapa jam 3??? mengapa tidak mulai jam 10 aja supaya aku bisa nonton?
hihihi... seperti biasa, aku kirim sms werewolf warning, dan balesannya lucu2!

Hari Minggu, Arisan kelurga! dasar Ibu2, setel musik trus poco2, rhumba dan chacha. masing2 pamer gerakan, "satu dua tiga empat, ke samping, satu, dua, satu, dua dst dst".
Sementara anak2 naik turun terus, dan Bapak2, selain ngejaga, gangguin anak2.
hihihihi... dasar keluarga jahil! Anak yg paling kecil pun doyan ngegangguin! colek2, terus diam pura2 ga tau. I Love them!

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I'm back!
kembali ke tulisan yg pendek2 dan ringkas seperti dulu.
Gila! Terlalu banyak yg seliweran di kepala, sampe2 bingung sendiri mau nulis yg mana dulu!
Dan begitu mulai nulis, hilang itu yg td seliweran!
GRRRR.......

I Love It!

I love it when you sms me just to say "Hello".
I love it when you sms me just to say "I'm Ok".
I love it when you sms me just telling me nonsense things.
hihihihi... unbelievable, isn't it?

After Mas Gun sms me yesterday, Kadir sms me too!
Just for talking about things..
It's enough to make my day!
It's enough to make me smile whole days!

Funny but True!

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"Kartu Keparat"ku udah lunas! tinggal ngambil aja nanti kopdaran. >:)
Asyik2! Nanti ajak main adek2ku deh!
Dan kapan2 kalo ngumpul di kuali bocor, aku bawa ah!
Hihihi... Hurray!
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Been smiling like crazy all day!
eventhough my bones' been aching.

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And...

Beware!
Bakat Jahilku lagi meledak2!
adek2ku kena terus tuh.. >:)

Terus untuk temen2 tersayang yg sedang sakit, sabar ya...
Emang lagi musim sakit sih!
Apalagi yg rutin aku jailin, *lirik2*, lebih sabar lagi yaa...
Hihihihi... *kabur*

Learning to love yourself

The Greatest Love of All
by George Benson

I believe the children are our are future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

[Chorus:]
I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

[Chorus]

And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

Compare it with this one :

I've Never Been To Me
By Charlene

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

[spoken]
Hey, you know what paradise is?
It's a lie, a fantasy we create about people and places as we'd like them to be
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding, it's that man you fought with this morning
The same one you're going to make love with tonight
That's truth, that's love......

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise, (I've been to paradise)
But I've never been to me

(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Neice and the isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to cryin' for unborn children that might have made me complete)
I've been to paradise, never been to me
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)
I've been to paradise, never been to me

Both are about KNOWING YOUR SELF.
Orang di lagu pertama Sudah menerima keadaan dirinya, sementara orang di lagu kedua blm bisa menerima dirinya.
"Learning to Love yourself" VS "I've been to paradise But I've never been to me"
The first one has already love himself but the second one hasn't.
Why? because he has FOUND himself, meanwhile she has so many regrets to find herself.

I'd love to be the first one, I'm trying to be.
BUT sometimes It is HARD Enough to love yourself when those people keep asking you to do more, meanwhile you have reached the best of you!
And that's make you hate yourself for you cant fulfil their requests.
It is HARD enough to see The Disappointed Look in their eyes, faces, and/or body languages, when you cant do what they want!
And it getting HARDER when they keep saying : "you can do better than this, d'you know?"

And the hardest part coming from inside!
"Oh come on, try harder!" while you tired enough...

I was almost cracked up when I was in my last year of college.
Because of the pressures inside and outside, and yes, the hardest one was coming from inside of me. I hate myself for cant do this and that.
Getting worse by the people around me, the excitements and the HOPES from their eyes.
I hate myself, I hate them, I hate you, I hate everybody!

When finally I got this A.md or A.mad or A.Md (oh, whatever!) behind my name, I dont think I'm worth enough to have it. I dont write it anywhere, unless when I have to. (And That's why I forget how to write it, hihihihihi).
I'm FAR From it... Much further from it.

The more I learn, the smaller I become.
The more I remember, the more I forget.
The more I have, the more I lose.
The more I give, the more I asked.
The more I love, the more I hate.

Funny But TRUE!

Salahkah???

Ok-lah orang disebut dewasa karena bisa memikul tanggung jawab, bisa mempertanggung-jawabkan tindakannya, bisa berpikir panjang, bisa menahan diri, bisa apalagi tuh... ah, apa yg disebut dewasa pd umumnya deh!

Tapi kok aku perhatiin, semakin orang jd (dikatakan) dewasa, kok semakin terpusat pada diri sendiri sih? Pada keluarga sendiri, hanya terpusat pada lingkar dalam, pada jadwal sendiri, Kepentingannya masing2.

Sementara orang yg Childish, walaupun tidak bisa memikul tanggung jawab, tidak bisa menahan diri, tidak berpikir panjang, kekanak2an deh pokoknya, MALAH masih bisa memikirkan orang lain lho! Masih mau menolong, ga mikirin "gue punya kepentingan apa sama dia". Masih berani menerima resiko perbuatannya.

Dewasa itu apa sih? Responsibility but also Selfish? Berpikir panjang tapi jg ignorance? Munafik dong?!

Kalo yang namanya dewasa begitu caranya, Aku ga bisa dan ga akan pernah bisa jd dewasa.
Salahkah???

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dpt quote yg keren, ga tau siapa yg ngucapin :

Infantile love follows the principle: "I love because I am loved."
Mature love follows the principle: "I am loved because I love."
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

A Reflector

Aku dulu pernah posting "Mirror Of You".
I reflect anybody who talk to me. Yes, Anybody!
Like I said : I dont mean to.

Aku bilang sama salah satu sobatku, satu yang aku sadarin :
I become sweet on you, Edo, Nie, Winda or somebody else.
BUT I become hard on Nabil, Mom, or Somebody else.
I REFLECT THEM COMPLETELY!

Talking about the reflecting...
I did reflect the way she acts.
I didnt mean to.
But I cant avoid it, I became her! I Just REFLECTED her like that!

And most people arent able to see it.

I REALLY NEED TO LEARN HOW TO CONTROL THESE!
The Sensing, The Reflecting, The Dreams, The Projecting, everything about the Eigth sense!

Gees... Mommy.. You should allow me to go back to Kalimasada.
In fact you MUST!
At least they can help me understand these even just a bit.

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Hihihihihi... Keisenganku has made The Dream came true.
Like I wrote on sms to you that day, Anne.
I wont write it now or should I?

Gah.. not now... Sleepy!
Have a nice dream all...

Speechless

Setelah bertahun-tahun berjuang supaya ga ada yang dipecat, akhirnya ktr Bandung mengeluarkan sebagian karyawannya. Dan Dad juga dipotong gajinya sebanyak nyaris setengahnya.

Td pagi, Mom ngasih tahu aku supaya siap2 balik lagi ke dulu, tanpa kabelvision. Otomatis jg cablenet ikut putus. "Bisa akhir bulan ini atau bulan depan atau bulan depannya lagi, kita ga tau. Kalo itu terjadi, kamu kita kasih jatah 300rb, bisa di rumah (balik ke dialup) atau ke warnet, terserah".
Yang bikin aku bingung, 300 rb sebulan dengan dialup??? Gila bgt! termasuk tagihan telp ga tuh? Terakhir pake dialup, Mom tereak-tereak soal tagihan telp yg mencapai 1 jt-an. Apalagi sekarang??? Dengan kenaikan harga pulsa kapan tuh, Jangan2 malah lebih banyak dari 1 jt-an!
Ok-lah ke warnet, cuma Mom ngasih ga aku pergi sendiri ke warnetnya? jadi makin ngerepotin dong... minta anter Mbak, My Sis atau Bros. minta anter Mom? Mana mau!

Solusinya Spidi atau Satelit, cuma aku ga yakin2 bgt deh sama keduanya. Gprs? putus melulu kan? Wifone dari Bakrie kali ya? tapi ga tau juga soal tagihannya deh... (blm research euy)

Is there any suggestion from you?

Ijinkan Aku...

Ijinkan aku menyayangimu dengan cara :

- membangkitkan semangatmu kala kau merasa gagal
- meminjamkan tanganku untuk membantumu berdiri kala kau jatuh
- merindukanmu kala kau jauh
- menenangkan hatimu kala kau gelisah
- meminjamkan bahuku kala kau menangis
- meminjamkan telingaku untuk mendengarkan curahan hatimu kala kau sesak hati
- memberitahumu kala kau salah walau kau tak mau mendengarnya.
- menyakitimu untuk menyembuhkan kala kau terluka
- menemanimu kala kau merasa sendiri
- mendukungmu untuk maju kala kau ragu
- meminjamkan pelitaku kala kau diliput kegelapan
- mencarikanmu solusi kala kau dirundung masalah
- Merelakanmu pergi kala kau tak lagi bahagia bersamaku

Aku tahu aku tak bisa dan tak akan pernah bisa membalas semua yang kalian lakukan untukku.
Namun aku berusaha untuk tetap di sampingmu selama aku bisa mendampingimu.

But I must admit that I'm scared...

I'm Scared of :

- being not able to give
- being not able to love
- being not able to help
- being not able to care
- being not able to be there
- being not able to release
- being not able to relieve
- being not able to cure
- being not able to support
- being not able to protect

To sum up, I'm scared of losing you, Sweethearts.

AMIT2!

TQ bgt Mom!
Males amat sih tutup pintu?
huh!

Iseng!

Beri tanda x pada situasi yang udah pernah kamu lakuin
1.[ ] nampar orang
2.[x] cubit orang
3.[ ] loncat dari ketinggian 5 meter
4.[x] manjat pohon
5.[x] gak mandi selama 2 hari berturut-turut
6.[x] tidur 12 jam non stop
7.[x] teriak tanpa sebab
8.[x] ketawa tanpa sebab
9.[x] ketawa 15 menit non stop
10.[ ] megang pistol beneran
11.[ ] mencoba membunuh orang lain
12.[ ] bermesraan dengan orang sesama jenis
13.[x] ketusuk duri kaktus
14.[x] gak makan dan minum seharian
15.[ ] gak nafas 10 menit
16.[x] banting barang sampe rusak / pecah
17.[x] lawan bonyok
18.[x] lawan guru
19.[ ] lempar hp
20.[x] kesesat
21.[x] ngomong sama diri sendiri
22.[x] gigit anggota badan lo sendiri
23.[x] gigit orang laen
24.[x] maen / pegang silet
25.[ ] nyuntik diri sendiri
26.[x] ngambil barang orang laen
27.[ ] potong rambut sendiri karna stress
28.[x] nyanyi 10 lagu non stop
29.[x] berlagak kayak penyanyi di depan kaca kamar lo
30.[x] nangis tanpa sebab
31.[x] bunuh hewan
32.[x] marah tanpa sebab
33.[ ] nyabut gigi lo padahal sebenernya masih sehat
34.[ ] shopping sampe ratusan juta
35.[ ] nginep dirumah pacar lo
36.[x] kabur dari rumah
37.[ ] dikeluarin dari sekolah
38.[ ] diskors
39.[x] cabut pas pelajaran
40.[ ] ngerjain guru
41.[ ] bolos
42.[x] nyontek pas ulum
43.[ ] tidur pas guru lagi nerangin
44.[x] jadi paparazzi
45.[ ] tawuran
46.[x] nyanyi tereak2an
47.[ ] masuk penjara
48.[x] memfitnah orang laen
49.[x] menuduh orang laen
50.[x] makan 5 permen sekaligus

Jika score kamu
1-15 = kurang gila!
16-30 = its ok lah! ===> 30!
31 – 50 = parah

DINGIN!!

jadi ngantuk...

wehehehehe..
salah ngirim sms euy!
Curhatanku malah masuk ke mprass!
*lirik mprass yg ngancem mau ngepost curhatanku*
hihihihihi...

Post aja, Mprass..
ga takut :P

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banjir? BASI!
Selain topografinya, banyak faktor lainnnya yg bikin Jakarta kebanjiran melulu tiap kali musim hujan.
Dari dulu aku udah mikirin Jakarta mesti punya kendaraan amfibi yg kyk di OZ dan SG itu : AQUADUCK.
itu lho mobil yg bisa masuk ke air.
tapi bener2 dibuat untuk sehari2, kan lumayan...
jadi Busway dan bis2 feedernya bisa nerobos banjir., lumayan tuh!

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Listrik mati selama 3 hari, pdhl rumahku kering tuh.
Bener2 ga bisa ngapa2in.
Genset dinyalain cuma sampe jam 22.00.
Bingung mau ngapain, ya udah tidur aja deh..
Nyala kemaren, tapi aku bisa lgsg ol, kabelvisionnya masih mati sih!
jd waktu malem2 kabelvision akhirnya nyala, HOREEE!!!!

Btw, ngantuk bgt deh!
Besok lanjut lagi aaahhh..
See yaa..
Have a nice dream, all of you, MUACH MUACH!

Hujan!!!

Raindrops Keep Falling on My Head
B.J. Thomas

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are fallin' on my head, they keep fallin'

But there's one thing I know
The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

[trumpet]

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me

I love the smell of the rain!
Love the wet grass smell!
SO FRESH!

AND I LOVE THIS 1969'S SONG OF BUTCH CASSIDY AND THE SUNDANCE KID

Oh, right... wait for the song uploaded for you, Ally ;)

huh!

Down lagi!
Bosen lagi!
Sariawan lagi!
ah! payah!

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Kamis ke Bdo.
Hujan terus tuh..

"Long Road to Heaven" keren!
nontonnya waktu hari Sabtu di Ciwalk.

Nightmare came true again!
A few nights ago, dreamed of us, driving to somewhere, around Lembang or Puncak.
and then there are 3-4 people with destroyed faces suddenly appeared out of nowhere!
Dad hit some of them, the others, who kept standing, were walking on...
and I was histerically screaming when one of them looked at me and I looked at them in the eyes.
when I screamed in the dream, I awoke with a start.
I "saw" one of them, standing under AC, and I moved to Parents' room.

These happened :
1. We WERE going to Bdg.
2. Our cars WERE HIT on different occations, Twice, in fact.
3. one of them WAS looking at me.

Real dreams of mine!
I really need to learn how to interpret my own dreams, to be aware of "the Happening".

Before I went to bdo, another real dream came to me.
This time...
it's so hard to mention it, but I did tell some of you.
I WILL have to learn to let it go, although it's HARD!

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Well... am I traumatized?
There's something in me changing.
I still dont know what.
because of heartaches?
*shrughed*
feel like I dont want to meet those people of ....
tough some of them questioning me about it, but mostly them who asked are rarely coming to The Meeting.
No longer comfortable, because my sense senses breaking relationships among us.
Bless them who are not knowing and sensing it, anyway.

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*sigh*
I think I'd better sleep now.

let's hoping for a bright day tomorrow
see yaa

Tagged by Kobo

1. Name one book that changed your life.
Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone.
karena Harry Potter, aku dpt teman, "musuh" :( dan pengalaman, baik yg good n bad.

2. One book you've read more than once.
Harry Potter Series, what else??? ;)

3. One book you'd want on a desert island.
One book only? if possible, aku bawa notebook atau thinkpad aja yg isinya beribu2 e-books. :P
Genom : kisah species manusia dalam 23 bab. Matt Ridley

4. One book that made you laugh.
Jomblo, Kang Adit yg nulis (Adhitya Mulya).

5. One book that made you cry.
Komik termasuk ga ya? kalo termasuk, Candy2 (waktu Anthony meninggal).
kalo ga termasuk, berarti HP5.
(ihihihihi, jd malu....)

6. One book you wish you'd written.
Huee? None, except my own book. :D

7. One book you wish had never been written.
hmm... never read anything like that.

8. One book you're currently reading.
Genom

9. One book you've been meaning to read.
Bartimaeus : The Golem's Eye

10. Now tag five people.
MPrasodjo, Anne, Ambu, Herda, and Winda!

Ceragem?

Td pagi, Mom bawa aku ke tempat terapi ceragem.
Terapi ini menggunakan mesin pemijat yg panas.
Kita tiduran gitu di atasnya, terus pemijatnya bergerak ke atas dan ke bawah (sesuai dengan tulang punggung kita deh!).
sambil nunggu pijitan selesai, aku sms Henny, dan dibales kalo ada temen2nya yg sampe muntah atau pingsan.
Weh? gini-gini jg aku blm pernah pingsan lho! Sesakit apapun itu, belum pernah pingsan tuh (dan mudah2an ga akan pernah ya meskipun ada jg penasaran kyk apa sih rasanya?).
cuma pusing dan agak mual, itu aja.
Masih pusing euy..

Ngomongin pingsan, aku suka heran juga sih kalo liat di film2 atau di reality kalo ada orang yg ...
duh, gimana ya... BAHKAN cuma ngeliat anjingnya berantakin kamar tamunya tuh terus pingsan.
atau karena kepanasan aja pingsan (yg ini waktu ospek kul stba dulu dan pernah ada seniorku di sd dulu, kalo upacara ga pernah ikut. Sekalinya ikut, pingsan!).
atau karena kaget karena yg tersayang kecelakaan.
atau saking takutnya sama kecoak, "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....." Brug! pingsan.
dsb.

Pingsan itu apa sih? kehilangan kesadaran karena suatu hal yg cukup traumatis.
Traumatis? kok lucu? aku trauma deket2 kompor, tapi ga sampe : liat kompor, terus brug! Pingsan? (hehehe.. lucu jg kali ye? bakal jd bahan joke deh! hehehehe...)
jadi disebut traumatis jg ga bisa ya...

Definisi pingsan dari web ini :

pingsan (sinkop) adalah kehilangan kesadaran yang terjadi secara mendadak dan dalam waktu yang singkat.

hmm... ga beda jauh sama definisiku :D

Pingsan merupakan gejala dari tidak memadainya suplai oksigen dan zat makanan lainnya ke otak, yang biasanya disebabkan oleh berkurangnya aliran darah yang bersifat sementara.

hmm... "berkurangnya aliran darah yg bersifat sementara".

Pingsan juga dapat disebabkan oleh:
- Berkurangnya jumlah sel darah merah (anemia)
- Berkurangnya kadar gula darah (hipoglikemi)
- Berkurangnya kadar karbondioksida dalam darah (hipokapni) karena hiperventilasi.

Kesimpulanku sih : Pingsan itu cuma gejala sampingan dari penyakit yang sesungguhnya. sama juga dengan pusing dan sakit kepala.
pingsan karena capek?
kalo ada yang rajin pingsan, check-up deh! Cari penyakitnya.

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Kemaren kirim puisi "melupakanmu" ke PSTC
kemudian Krisna dan Ratih ngelengkapin puisiku jadi utuh!
kereeeennnn deehhh! thx yaaa....
aku upload semua ke loopeenpoems-ku

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Reading your answer made me struck awfully, Razak.
"it became painfully because you have trusted him"
And reading Papa Yongky's answer...
"Becareful in trusting a man's words, any man! including me!"
Woah! I thank you, Papa, for your honesty.

You know, that's made me feel better!

ooh.. one am.
must off.
have a nice dream, everybody.

Just have fun

A: likes to drink
B: Likes people
C: is wild and crazy
D: Has one of the best personalities ever.
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Very intelligent.
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: F*ckin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

Then this would be the character of me from my Full name :

A: likes to drink
E: A GOOD KISSER
F: People adore you.
G: never let people tell you what to do
H: Have a very good personality and looks.
I: Very intelligent.
L: Loved by everyone
M: Makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy.
R: F*ckin crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with
T: Loyal to those you love.
U: Really like to chill.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.

Hmm...
what do you think?
*taken from fs*

Bersin!

Pagi2 diajak Mom ke Gajah Mada Plaza dan pergilah kita ke sana.
Di jalan pergi dan pulang, gelap alias tidur aja :D

Begitu nyampe, keluar dr mobil, Bersin-bersin terus! Ga Berhenti!
Dari buka pintu mobil lgsg bersin-bersin!
Selama di sana, kerjaanku tuh cuma buka tutup tas, buat ambil dan taro tissue!
Sembari nemenin Mom muter2 cari anting, aku : sret! hatchi! srot!
Doh! Kenapa begini ya?

Lewat petshop, aduh, itu ucing... IMUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!
"Mom, aku pengen dong piara kucing lagi"
"TIDAK, TIDAK TIDAK!"
wek? *miss you macanku sayang, wish you ok*

Akhirnya Mom dpt jg anting yg pas dengan selera, aku lagi liat-liat liontin emas di etalase, eh ada liontin yg bentuknya KUNCI. Bener2 persis kunci!
"Mom liat deh, lucu ya?"
"kamu mau? beli aja satu"
WEH? Asyik... Thank You Mom. dan aku pilih kunci yg model lama *ga tau istilah euy* yg kepalanya bulet, badannya panjang, giginya 3. *DOH! dudut ah! istilahnya apa sih???*
Abis itu, beli coklat koin buat anak2, baru pulang.

Sampe rumah, cuci muka, cuci kaki, terus ol.

Malem ini Nini Mamah tidur di kamarku, soalnya ada sobat Sis yg nginep sini.
hmm... She is one of her bestfriends eversince ELEMENTARY SCHOOL.
Ughh... I used to be so jealous on her for she has 3 bestfriends which 2 of them still contact each other untill now!
Meanwhile me?? I used to cry on mom's shoulder : "nobody want to be my friend!" "oh how much I'm jealous of her, because she easily make friends with everybody!"
till God led me to Nie.

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huhuhuhu.. EDO! HENNY! OL DONG SAYYYY!!!
*injek-injek koneksi Henny*

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:( somebody miss me so much.
I could feel it.
Is that you? *you know yourself*
Cant live like this.
Ah, nevermind, you dont read my blog anyway.

Nighty night, all!

BT!

Masih drained.

Blogger ga bisa dibuka dr pagi!

huh!
td malem mimpi jelek bgt!
:(

huhuhuhu...
lack of sleep.
senseku kacau balau..
tulangku sakit semua.
maagku kambuh lagi
diare pula.
ngantuk terus
kapan up-nya lagi ya?

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Dan KAMU!!!
Kenapa mesti begini?
sakit bgt inget kamu tuh!
Bahkan hanya melihat namamu pun serasa ditusuk2!
"U HAVE RUINED MY LIFE!"
inget kata2mu itu?
jujur aja, KAMU yg hancurin gue!
Lo ninggalin gue pelan2 setelah bikin gue CARE sama LO!
LO LEBIH JAHAT drpd temen2 sekolah gue dulu!
karena elo ga ngajarin gue caranya membenci lo!
Sementara mereka membiarkan aku tau bahwa mereka tidak menyukaiku.
Dan elo.. tinggalin gue setelah dapat yg baru.
Sementara gue sebisa mungkin tetap kontak dengan temen2 lama dan baru.
bener2 bertentangan ya Qta itu?
tapi di saat yg sama, bener2 sama Qta itu.
Gue dan elo sama2 masih labil, childish, egois, dan semua yg elo katakan.
masih berpikiran "ini gue".

Sakit hati tapi ga bisa benci elo.
hak elo cari temen2 yg bisa bikin elo nyaman melakukan apapun di saat bersama mereka.
hak elo tinggalin gue yg cuma bisa bikin elo jaga mulut dan kelakuan di saat bersama gue.
Teriring doa buat elo : semoga elo bahagia dengan temen dan sobat baru elo.
(tdnya mau ngomong lupain gue, tapi elo udah pasti dan jelas udah lupa sama gue).

dan GUE HARUS BISA BIKIN CARE GUE KE ELO HILANG.

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Ah...
I cant live like this..
All I think of on this condition is Death.
Yeah.. DEATH!

Hey Angel of death, when will You take me to meet my lately grandparents up there?
I dreamed of you once, taking my life and brought me to be united again with dearest Aki.
But it was just a dream, a nice dream that make me hopeful to see him again soon.
It was very peaceful place... so calmful, so... ah, beyond explanations!
I miss the heaven, if it was heaven, I miss my Aki.

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Halah, udah drained, down, hancur..
kurang apalagi ya?

Bobok aja ah!
Mudah2an besok pagi :
1. koneksi ok lagi jd bisa ngepost di blogger.
2. moodku up lagi.
3. bisa ngerjain terjemahan lagi.

See Ya in the morning...

Yah????

Gr2 Mati Listrik, tulisanku yg td hilang
Huh!
Bener2 butuh UPS NEEEHHHH!!!

Kemaren kopdar di Planggi jam 5 sampe tutup jam 10!
Asyikkk... deh!
Dateng2, udah ada Andriansah, Jim, Henny dan Nenda.
Terus satu2 dateng.. dan kita pun pindah cari tempat yg lebih gede.

Lagi asyik ngobrol, aku iseng sms mpras :
Aku : "Ga ke Planggi lo?"
Dia : "Ada Apaan?"
Aku : "ULTAH GUE!"
Dia : "bukannya minggu lalu? siapa aja yg dateng?"
Aku : Ya udah! Ga usah dateng deh lo! Diundang kok ribet?"
Dia : "Walah Ngambek! Iya ya, lagi siap2 nih!"
dan datenglah dia!!
BERHASIL!!*ketik triadi*
Jebakanku kena!!!
Pas tau dia dijebak, ngacung tinju deh!

Masih ngakak aku kalo inget kemaren tuh!
Dan temen2 yg lainnya geleng2 kepala semua

Setelah hiperaktif selama 3 harian, kemaren bener2 tersalurkan deh...
5 jam di planggi gitu!
Henny lgsg nyadarin tuh.. "hiperaktif lagi, trin?"
Sampe2 hari ini tuh exhausted, bener2 drained!
Td pagi bangunnya jam 12 siang
dan sekarang udah ngantuk lagi!

List lengkap yg ikutan kemaren :
- Andriansah + istri
- Nenda
- Henny
- Jim
- Enda + Nita + Gaga
- Golda
- Nugie
- Markum
- Tub
- Blub
- Mpras + Sita
- Erwin + Ade
- Lea
- Indra
- Aku + Iman

Seluruhnya ada 21 orang = 15 gajah + 6 non gajah.
Dapet gantungan kunci gajah dr Enda! Oleh2 dr Thailand. Thx ya!!!

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Doh! Ngantukkkkkkkk!!
Ah, bobo aja!

Night night All!

Heran deh!

Emang gaya nulisku di YM ke-cowok-an ya?
Heran deh... banyak yg ngira aku cowok euy..

Ada satu orang yang : masa sampe aku kasih link fotoku jg, dia bilang "ga percaya, bisa jadi itu foto mantan lu!"
Sempet bengong aku bacanya!
Ini orang kok begini ya?
OK-lah di internet orang2 bisa jd orang lain; ada yang ngaku cewek, padahal dia cowok. ada yang ngaku sebaliknya. ada juga yg ngaku masih muda, udah tua, dan sebagainya.
Tapi apa mereka ga mikir ya? Percuma bohong. Toh kalo kopdaran, toh ketauan jg aslinya...

Aku ga dan ga akan pernah bisa jadi orang lain.
Yang jelas, aku ya aku. ke mana2 yg kalian liat, itu aku.
Tapi ada bedanya jg sih aku yg di rumah dan yg di luar rumah.

Di rumah, marah ya marah aja, lepas, ga peduli waktu atau orangnya atau ada orang lain.
Di luar rumah, marah kyk di rumah? malu2in atuuuhhh.... Paling ngedongkol sendirian..

Tapi tetep aja, aku ya aku.

Makanya kalo mood lagi jelek, mending ga ikutan kopdar. Drpd ga sengaja kesenggol terus meledak di depan yg lain.

Kalo kalian meminta aku berubah, maaf aja deh. Bukannya egois, tapi memang beginilah aku.

Aku selalu usahain terima orang2 yg menjulurkan tangan, terima segala kelebihan dan kekurangannya. Kalo memang kita ga cocok, ya udah.. silakan pergi.

Ga usah paksain diri, maju mundur maju mundur.
Kemaren ramah luar biasa, hari ini ngilang, ga ada kabar atau kalo aku say hello ditanggapin dingin seperti males ngomong sama aku. Besok Nyamperin lagi, ngalor ngidul. Lusa ngilang lagi!
Yang begini tuh SUCKS BGT deh! NYIKSA ABIS!

Aku jadi terombang-ambing, dia plin plan gitu. Ga jelas maunya apa.
Kalo memang mau temenan, ya jgn kyk gitu dong! kalo ga mau, kenapa ga pergi saja?
Serasa dipermainkan! Emang enak dipermainkan orang lain?

Kalo memang niatmu mempermainkan, memanfaatkan, memeras, dan sebagainya, aku cuma bisa bilang : Semoga kamu ga pernah dipermainkan, dimanfaatkan, diperas dsb seperti kamu melakukannya terhadapku.
(Aku ga munafik lho ya.. aku akuin kalo lagi marah sih, so pasti ngutuk-ngutuk sampe marahnya hilang. ya namanya jg marah?)

Dan juga ga akan pernah sekalipun aku ngakuin apa-apa yang memang aku ga bisa, yang memang bukan aku yang lakuin, bikin, atau ga pernah terjadi. Karena suatu saat nanti, sengaja atau tidak, mereka akan meminta buktinya. Dan aku ga bisa kasih bukti, hasilnya? Ga dipercaya lagi.
Aku sendiri yg rugi toh?

Mudah-mudahan aku ga akan pernah jadi munafik, baik karena dorongan dari dalam dan dari luar.

Birthday's Greetings

Tgl 6 (VIA SMS) :

Gita (temen eghy), 12:00:31 am :

Hey happy birthday 2 U! Hope t happiness n joy is always come 2 ur life! U dont know me at all! Actually we're nvr meet b4,Im 9ita,eghy's friend! Lam knl y!

Anne, 12:13:10 am :

Happy bday! Semoga tahun ini penuh berkah,dan selalu dalam lindungan-Nya. Amin!

Victy, 12:15:39 am :

Happy birthday te2hQ syg...
dHari yg amat sgt bhgia ni,semoga Felix Felicis slalu brsmamu.Smoga yg ddoain org2 jd knytaan.
its ur day, happy day. _'VicTyMuCiL'_

Eghy, 12:17:07 am :

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http://eghy.blogspot.com/

Nie, 12:37:13 am :

SeLaMaT UlanG TahuN My Dear Friend! May God Bles U this Year..!!

nabil, 02:26:25 am :

Selamet ulang tahun!
semoga sehat dan tercapai cita2nya

Ambu Dian, 06:00:31 am :

Hepi Berdeeeeey, Trinie!

Lia Ihp, 06:10:40 am :

Dear ms. Trinie Lopeen, HaPpy BirthDay! Wish u a full magical year, big success on ur work, healthy always n I expect to see u again in this year ihp event =)

Yayie, 07:29:18 am :

Met ultah ya say.. Sehat selalu dan tambah ceria yah. Lbh dewasa dan tercapai semua keinginan.. Ok? Kapan makan makannya? Huehehe

Iqbal Z, 07:30:17 am :

Ciee, ultah ni yee. Met ultah yah. Wish u the best deh :-D

Henny, 08:57:55 am :

Hepi bidei trin! Moga diberi rahmat dan berkah berlimpah, dan semoga semua doa trinie dikabulkan. *cipikicipika*

Herda, 09:57:55 am :

Hepi bday!!! >:D<

Aufi, 01:48:28 pm :

In this special day..i'd like to say "Happy Belated Birthday" ..wishing u all the best in ur beautiful life! Thx for being such a great friend of mine! Luv U

Aufi lagi, 02:20:50 pm :

Ini tgl 7 apa 6 siy..eh ini hari sabtu ding.. kirain minggu :">

Audriel, 06:51:25 pm :

Ku d sini
Cari kamu
Hanya tuk bilang HAPPY B-DAY (.^_^.)

*ada gambar ASCII-nya*
Juli, 07:29:46pm :

Trinie sayang, selamat ulang tahun ya! Smg berkat Tuhan selalu menyertaimu, jg memberimu kekuatan & kebijakan dlm menjalani hari2mu. Amin. Luv u! ^_^

tgl 7 :
Mami Mira, 08:11:09 am :

Selamat Ulang Tahun! semoga panjang umur, semoga selalu sehat, dilimpahi rahmat dan rejeki serta selalu berada dalam lindungan Allah SWT. *mwah mwah*

Ally, 01:21:41 pm :

Happy "belated" birthday.maaf br ngecek agenda.tnyt kmr ultah lupin.gomen ne...bestwishes.

tgl 8 :
Teh Atiek, 12:32:13 pm :

When i ask God for a gift, be thankful if HE sends U Not diamonds,Not pearls, Notriches but THE LOVE of people around U. HAPPY BELATED B'DAY dearest Trinie.

Deden, 08:09:47 pm :

Trinie, maafkeun sabtu kmaren ga dateng. Soalnya dr hari jumat dah di bandung. Happy belated birthday! Wish u all the best.

*tanpa pengurangan atau penambahan sedikitpun. :D
**kecuali sms herda :P
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Makan2 di RM Suharti, tgl 6 januari jam 7, karena baru diblokir, jd ga bisa ngirim invitation ke milis :( terpaksa lewat sms. jd ga semua keundang.
yg dateng :
- Henny & Jim
- Edo & Ayu
- Winda
- Golda & Nugie
- Lea & Indra
- Fahmi & Mia
- Adis & ... *sorry, ga tau nama pacarmu*
- Nie & mas Y
- Iman (nganterin aku)

SENENG BGT deh!
mpe ga bisa tidur pulangnya!
Hihihi...
Aku tulis di Sms jam 7 sampe selesai.
Yg dtg jam 7 pas cuma Henny & Jim. Yg lain? jam 8 datengnya!
dan jg pada dtg sama Couples euy...
Aku Jomblo sendirian!
Hihihi...

Oh iya, Thx bgt ya kadonya *muah muah*

Sebelnya, dikasih "kado" Blokiran sama IM2.
Mommy udah berkali2 aku ingetin, BAYAR! ga2 jg..

Utk tahun ini, aku hanya ingin supaya ga nyakitin orang lain melulu.
Sungguh-sungguh menyakitkan diri sendiri kalo nyakitin orang lain tuh.
udah terkoyak karena menyakiti, tambah berdarah pula liat kekecewaan di mata itu.
Untuk itu, aku ga akan sering2 ikutan kopdaran.
Lebih baik sendiri kyk dulu lagi.

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Hari ini lagi Hiperaktif! dari tgl 6 kemaren sih, tapi hari ini lebih hiper dr kemaren.
Duh, bener2 ga bs diem! biru2 lagi deh lututku!

Alex lucu deh... (bukan Alex-nya idgmail lho yaaa...)
entar deh aku ceritain lagi kpn2.

hmm... Jalan2 naik busway ke kota, serasa balik lagi ke SG euy
sayangnya, jalannya kok bolong2 gitu ya?
Bahaya bgt tuh buat jalur busway yang emang pada ngebut gitu.

KABEL KAMERA KE MANA???
dicariin ke sana ke sini ga ada jg!
mau upload ke idgmail euy..

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Duh! Newbies di HPI bikin pusing!
Pada ngotot bgt oneliner dan StICkY CaPs..
NYEBELIN BGT deh!

Hore! Grannies from Father's side will leave back to their home on Thursday!
Yippie! I'd be free of this CONSTANT VIGILANCE a la Mad Eye Moody!
capek lho waspada tiap saat, cuma biar ga disamperin lagi.
tapi drpd kena lagi?

Gmail dr pagi LAMBAT ABIS! :(
dan PicasaWeb jg susah nge-uploadnya
mau upload foto2 ultah yg udah di kompie euy!

Ah.. TIDUR! BOBO!
mudah2an besok ga meracau lagi di arisan kyk td sore!

Au au...

Kemaren malem ke dokter.
dokterku nyuruh aku cari dokter "ahli gusi".
dan beratku balik lagi ke 42 kg!

hehehehe...
kurus bgt ya?

Dan juga aku masih berbunga2!
UDAH SEBULAN PENUH berbunga2 tanpa tau kenapa atau siapa.
OK, aku ikutin aja deh saran Abi : "enjoy aja, nanti juga muncul sendiri orangnya".
hihihihi... so Here I am, enjoying the feeling of love.
yang bikin aku kuatir cuma satu : Mom!
Mom bakal, udah, dan MAKIN ribut deh liat aku begini; senyum2 ga keruan!
ah puyenk!

Hmm.... Edo ga ol hari ini, smsku jg ga dibales. Sibuk bgt ya?

Kompieku ngambek nih... Ga mau dishutdown atau logout.
kenapa ya? Jadinya terpaksa dishutdown manual.
dan tadi tiba2 ngehang.

Huah.. traktiran terpaksa diundur karena minggu ini arisan keluarga.
hmm... hitung2 list undangan : 28 orang.
kalo yang dateng lbh banyak? hihihihi.. ah, liat aja nanti deh!
(Pippin bilang : "The More The Merrier", tapi kalo budget terbatas? HANCURRR...)

hehehe... Tadi tiba2 aku ngebayangin susu coklat, bener2 kacau!

hueee??? *garuk2 kepala*
Stay Focus! But I cant!
Ah! Meracau di blog! *garuk2 lagi*
Pengaruh full moon? :P

ya udah, drpd makin kacau, aku tidorrrrrrrr....
night night all!

Doaku Setelah Shalat

Audzubillahiminasyaithanirrajim
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ya Allah Ya Rabb, bukan kesembuhan yang akan kupinta dari-MU,
dan aku takkan pernah lagi memintanya karena itu akan membuatku lengah dalam menjalani hidup ini.

Yang kupinta dari-MU adalah kesabaran, ketabahan dan keikhlasan dalam menghadapi dan menjalani cobaan-cobaan dari-MU.

Jadikan semua usahaku, dalam menghadapi cobaan-MU, penghapus dosa-dosa yang lalu, kini dan nanti.

Amin Ya Rabbal alamin...

*once again I broke self promise Not to write anything in personal relationship between me and God.

Once again....

... My dream came true!

mending kalo mimpi yg bagus yg jadi kenyataan...
lah ini mah... Nightmare!

tgl 17 des yg lalu, aku mimpi liat gedung dibom, qta ber-4 (me, Mom, Dad n Sis) sedang berada di kamar hotel yg segalanya berwarna merah, lari keluar hotel yg lucunya pabrik kopi juga. Qta ngumpet di salah satu kereta pembawa bubuk kopi. ke mana2 bau kopi! Duh, suasana Perang gitu deh!

Liat2 lagi, di situ ada beberapa hal yg terjadi dalam waktu berdekatan :
1. Gedung dibom = Bangkok, thn baru kemaren
2. Hotel = tgl 21-24 des kemaren, qta nginep di hotel.
3. Warna kamar hotel bernuansa merah = di Thailand, hari minggu identik dengan warna merah. (dan Bangkok bombing kemaren terjadi pada pergantian hari minggu ke hari senin!)
4. Bau kopi = ini pasti soal nabil nih... (apalagi selain kamu? ga ada orang lain yg maniak kopi yang aku kenal kecuali kamu).
5. Suasana perang = gr2 kejailanku, dia ngambek sampe sekarang, bo! Bener2 ga ada sesuatu apapun darinya.

Ah.... Why Me?? While I have no power to change the world???

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Hari Senin (tgl 25 des) kemaren, tiba2 gusi atas paling belakang kanan kiri melesak ke dalam, jd bolong gitu. Tadinya aku pikir bakal tumbuh gigi bungsu, tapi kok ga ada ngilu, cenat-cenut, atau sakit apapun.
terus hari selasa, kok makin dalem nih bolongnya? Aku lapor Mom dan ke DrG (Hai Rara! :p), drG-ku cuma bilang sariawan. Ah, ga mungkin sariawan! REPEATED : ga ada sakit apapun! sama sekali!
hari Rabunya, aku lapor lagi ke Mom dan aku bilang soal ketidakpercayaanku soal perkataan DrG "Sariawan" itu. Mom liatin bolongnya dan setuju kl itu bukan sariawan, dan Mom bilang "kalo makin dalem aja, kita ke dokter (langganan) pulang dari bdo nanti."

Sampe hari ini, gusi yg kiri melesak ke dalam dan bolongnya melebar hingga ke pinggir (jadi gusinya "tipis" gitu). yg kanan malah ditempelin sariawan di pinggir bolongannya, selain makin lebar td.
Besok ingetin Mom ah...

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Hari Jumat pagi, Mom tereak2, nyuruh packing baju dan ngasih tau kalo kita berangkat abis sholat Jumat.
Abis sholat, Mom tereak2 lagi, "DAH SIAP?? MAKAN DULU GIH! Bentar lagi Dad Jemput!".
Huhuhuhu... iya, iya... kita akhirnya perginya ABIS SHOLAT ISYA!

Pada waktu beberes, aku bolak-balik ngecek baju-baju yg mau dibawa, dihitung2, dicek lagi, hari ini pake ini, besok pake ini, dst.
Duh, senseku bilang : "Ada yang ketinggalan!" tapi APA???
Ih, dicek lagi, ga ada yg kurang kok, tapi kenapa senseku mengatakan ada yang ketinggalan?
ah, false sense kali! walaupun penasaran bgt sampe nyampe di bdo jg masiiiiihhhh... mengatakan "ada yg ketinggalan".
Terus pas sampe di mess, buka koper, mau ganti baju.... YAELAAAAA!!! PIYAMANYA GA ADA!!!
Jadilah aku ngakak sendirian tuh... Pantes aja senseku heboh bgt. Untung bawa kaos, ya aku pake kaos aja buat tidur, dan celananya? Pinjem punya Dad!

Terus Acara Tahun Baru : Reunian SMA Mommy (rajin amat reunian nih!).
pas mau pergi, sol sepatu copot! *Duh, untung masih di mess. Kalo copot di pestanya ...* jadilah aku pergi ke pesta reunian dengan menggunakan Sepatu Sendal Gunung yang biasa aku pake ke mana2. Enak jg sih, Nyaman gitu lho, tapi ini ke PESTA? Mom dengan terpaksa cuekin sepatuku (hihihihihi...)

Aku bengong aja di sana. mau baca, lampu diredupin. ah, drpd Bengong, sms-an sama anak2!
Eh, sumpah deh, Isdah! sampe sekarang aku bingung... ES KRIM SATU LITER LU ABISIN SENDIRI??? ya terang aja, pusing!!
Hihihihi... Winda, Henny, Edo, Nie, Isdah, YOU WERE MY LIFESAVERS for that night!

Dan Risty say... *ngakak dulu* bohongku ketauan bgt ya? *ngakak lagi*
OK OK Ngaku deh! kemaren aku kirim sms ke no yg itu ga masuk2, sementara yg esia masuk melulu. ya udah aku pikir yg itu udah ga dipake, jadi aku hapus.
Td aku terima smsmu, ya aku bingung lah! aku bales "ini siapa yaa?"
DAN SEWOTLAH Dia! *ngikik abis* "Dari dulu nanyanya ini meluluk! Ga disave deh noku yg ini!"
ya aku bilang : "ga kok, say.. aku tau, tapi pengen jail aja".
eh, dia bales : "Bohong lu yeee.... buktinya werewolf-mu nyampenya ke no yg dipake adekku melulu!"
ROTFL!!! DOH! Beginilah orang yg ga ada bakat boongnya... ketauan melulu!

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Gempa di Taiwan 7,1 SR tanggal 26 des kemaren mutusin jaringan kabel backbone ya?
Selama 2 hari bener2 ga bisa ngejunk, ga bisa ngeblog, ga bisa ngemods, ga bisa arisan, ga bisa chatting. DOH!
Akhirnya aku masuk ke fupei.com aja, chatting di sana, tapi... huhuhuhu.. anak2nya...
Lain gaya sih, jadi aku cuma nontonin mereka aja deh!
tapi lama2 bosen jg. akhirnya nongkrongin Solitaire aja di kompie atau nonton tv.
Untung ga lama, Isp langgananku lgsg ngalihin ke satelit. Lumayan sih, walaupun bandwidthnya berkurang, tapi tetep bisa surfing.

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Last but not least, MASIH BERBUNGA2!!!
Ih, ampun deh... my sense senses heart that is full of love.. BUT WHO IS IT???
WHO TRIES TO CONTACT ME THIS BADLY TRULY MADLY DEEPLY?
I dare you to SHOW YOURSELF instead of making me crazy like this.
AAARRRGGGGHHH.... GOD! I turn this love back to Thee!

*Huee?? panjang aja postinganku kali ini...*